I'm still waiting for you to say you hate me now
So I don't have to hold on to this burning heart
This burning heart is getting old, getting old
While sitting on this cold kitchen floor,
Head down to hide the tears, ive realized
I've finally realized that you were never meant for me

-Daphne Loves Derby

Alright, well Wednesday, uhh, let me think. Oh yes, had study hall with Lauren Chris Shane and Carter. That was pretty fun, we had lunch, Carter got caught when Lauren told him to throw a fry, so he had to push the trash can around lmao, we got a good picture of that lol. That was one of the funnest lunches ever even though that lunch is wicked ( Read more... )

Alright, well, cheerleading has sure been going swell :) our build group kicks ass, almost everything we try, we're getting down right away, it's awesome :D!! So, last night, went to Lauren's house. Oh My God, good times man lol. When I came, Tyler was there, he is so nice, and funny lol. So, Tyler had to go, me and Lauren just hung out, chatted, ( Read more... )

You don't know what you do ( Read more... )

Well, let's just start from yesterday shall we ( Read more... )

i never really wanted you to see ( Read more... )

Alrighty, before you read this entry, read the one before ( Read more... )

Well, I'm feeling a LOT better then I have been lately. Slowly progressing over the whole Jimmy situation...we got in a fight last night, but i got my mind off things later that night ( Read more... )

Nothing special, worst day ever ( Read more... )

Wow, I've realized how ugly I am, how unloved I am, how unbelieveably stupid I am, how fucked up I am. Lucky you, I'm back to my emoy ass self. I thought having a boyfriend that "loves" me would make me feel oh so much better. Truthfully, it's hurting more. It's just giving me more to worry about. Im most deffinatley NOT saying i don't want a ( Read more... )