lauren just called me. okay now that my mom is being a BITCH again. like usual.. i am off the phone. man i should clean my room. it smells bad. lol ( Read more... )

yesterday was, odd to say. i went to school and take finals how exciting. i come home and willie comes over. we hang out for a while then go see pipers battle of the bands. saw the fumes <3. haha there was only 3 alright bands. but i think everyone i know was there almost. i taped the fumes as well as jesus's band. well since im not all that ( Read more... )

bleh. i just got home. today was, sucky so far. i want to go do something. i went to alisons house after school got out. yay. well lauren and little lauren skipped today.. what smart kids. why would you skip on exam day and then change your report card you still dont get the credit. heh. not smart kid. anyway i was wigging all day because i wanted ( Read more... )

well i havent updated in a while so i desided to concidering i need to do something to make me stay awake. ::yawn:: finals are today. woo. i slept in yesterday. it was horrible. but i talked to willie from 12-4. and then i went to the mall to see nation security with him and sb and aviv and aviv's stupid pot head friends. the movie was funny. so ( Read more... )

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WHY? god, im so fucking pissed off right now. ah! i cant ever think of words to say other then damnit. im fucking stupid. i knew this shit would not work out. my plans NEVER work out. stupid people stupid drugs.. i have no money left. im bored and pissed and need a cigarettes and i am done

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so this winter break i have accomplished nothing but sitting on my ass and sleeping. well no, i called my dad, he wired me money. which is nice becuase my parents are going to orlando for newyears and melanie is buying a ten pack. yippee. candy land 7 is saturday but i doubt im going. i dont want to spend that money for a rave. bleh. lastnight was ( Read more... )

so yeah i broke up with eminem. it hurts but it might be for the best. rian gave it 2 hours but he was here for two hours and all i did was cry. he just sat there. i dont blame him. i love him tho, we just dont get along anymore, but when i think about it we didnt get along alot. i dont understand myself. i do wish things were different tho. and i ( Read more... )

oh yeah and both of my hands which were already fucked up from me putting a hole in my wall, well they are mad bruised and hurt ( Read more... )