how long does it take until you stop giving a shit, when you feel like no one else cares either?

this white horse has come.

i hate this time of year. i get all dumb. i get lonely. i get nostalgic. i get all dumb ( Read more... )

its great to be working with the varsity now. district finals tomorrow at clio. varity is at 17 wins and 4 losses, its so great to be doing something i have passion for again, i feel 16 all over. the kids are playing great and it will be great to win a championship at the ol' stomping grounds. i miss the feeling of the actual competition but am ( Read more... )

Life is busy. Ive been sick for a week and have felt like absolute hell. Today starts a long two week stint of soccer games. we have 5 games in the next 2 weeks, that leaves little time for practice, but the kids deserve this after going weeks at a time without a single game. As of now the record is 2-5-1 I believe. Not super impressive but they ( Read more... )

the school swing has started again, not so fun.
im coaching mt. pleasant H.S. JV soccer, ive never had more fun.
i still have to work.
most of my days run from 8 a.m. to at least 8 p.m.
wireless routers are a pain in the ass.
benedict's wedding oct 16.
my girlfriend loves me.

beat that.

And he's happy because she's got skin ( Read more... )

Ive been busy ( Read more... )

"I don't believe in fate or destiny. I believe in various degrees of hatred, paranoia, and abandonment. However much of that gets heaped upon you doesn't matter - it's only a matter of how much you can take and what it does to you."Well, I'm not moving to AZ. Its been an extremely crazy 2 months for me, and hopefully now things start to settle down ( Read more... )

"I am looking for a dare to be great situation."

but right now i feel completely alone.

girlfriend left for italy today. it troubles me more that ill ever admit to myself or anyone else. shes more than grown on me the last few months. and im extra super excited she has this oppurtunity.

i hear there's a wedding coming up in june. looks like ill be staying with kent and josh for the weekend. crazy.