I hOpE yOu LoVe YoUr LiFe AnD lIvE wItH yOuR gUiLt

[ihave_issues666]

I learned  new lesson TRUST NOBODY HATE EVERYONE!!!! So since there is now nobody for me to trust I wil go back to how it used to be how I liked it before shit got all complicated just me in my room with my music the only thing that seems to not upset, betray, lie, or ditch me!! As of now I am back to my old way of life.

Comments

[sven__xxx]

whatswrong?

[holla_atcha0092]

i think she's mad at colleen and i cuz we went to the mall with rick last nite and she said we ditched her which well i oculdnt have cuz i never made plans with her so i thinik thats her porblem right now but im nto sure

[holla_atcha0092]

yo and seriosuly hope that subject isnt for me cuz taht if fucking bullshit. im not mad at you for being mad at me im a little dissapointed cuz seriosuly we were friends liek 2 days ago and i go somewhere wit rick and u freak out. u hang with people i dont really like but i love you anyway. soooooo why dont u not be mad at me for 'ditching' you and we can get over this.

[holla_atcha0092]

this aint her but ur not a very good friend josh, to her

[holla_atcha0092]

seriously i wish you would tell me who u were before annonmyousing me on amandas lj and wtf do u know antwat?
unless she doesnt tell me when im a bad friend to her...?

oh well if u want to talk to me post on my journal dickghead

[cry00baby]

omg I did not ditch you guys. I'm fuckin sorry you think that but seriously I've never "betrayed" you before and you and rhi are my best friends. You know that if I were able to hang out for more than the ten minutes I was I would have called you. And you know I wanted to hang out with you yesterday cause we haven't hung out all vacation and just for the record you know I don't like kniffin that much but I try to be nice to him. Not because I feel bad for being a bitch to him but because you really like him. And you said you didn't have a problem with me being friends with rick again. And from what you saw you guys probably think that I was hanging out at the mall all night avoiding you or whatever but we got to the mall ten minutes before we saw you and we left two minutes after. It's really not fair that just because you assume something you guys are automaticly right cause that's not how it is.

[__abstract__]

That's comforting. I can't be trusted? =(

Just out've curiousity, what did I do?

Rhi<3

[ihave_issues666]

Rhi, dont get me wrong. I love you. Youve done nothing wrong. I trust you, but I still must keep my eye on everyone. You never know who might stab you in the back, not saying that you will, but Im not takin any chances cuz we all know what happened last time. I lost the person who I thought was my best friend and maybe if I kept my eye on him instead of trustin him with my life I wouldnt be as fucked up and paranoid as I am now. I dont know what Id do if that happened to me again. Id probably end up dead.

[__abstract__]

Yeah.. You have a point.

But I love you 'Manda. <3

Rhi <3