i want

[ihaveafriend]

i want to feel about him like i felt march of 07 about someone else. i had never felt that way about anyone before and haven't since. i lost that a long time ago. but i keep looking for something that's at least half of that. i can't find it. i haven't had that connection since. i don't know if i will...i'm crazy about my now. but i could never

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[_moodring_eyes]

I know EXACTLY how you feel.

And then there's the nagging feeling that neither the now or the then is perfect. :(