I got another rejection letter in the mail yesterday. i got it at night, after i had been drinking (do we never learn). I couldn't stop saying "i suck" and no matter how much i wanted to believe otherwise that little critic with the big fat voice in my head just keeps singing "you suck." I don't think i know how to not suck ( Read more... )

Packing. Packing ( Read more... )

1) I've been ambushed by december ( Read more... )

30 days

33 days until we leave for Baltimore.

It's funny how much i hate this person. I don't even know why. We used to best friends but i hate her. When ever i see her name, not even her name something that just looks like her name...i become seethingly livid.

It's incredible. I hope I love people as fiercely as i hate her.

(don't worry it's none of you)

Busy little bee
sittin on a tree
she is so shine-eee

Writing, writing, writing, writing, writing ( Read more... )

it's been a while since i've had an actual bad day. It's not as though it was terrible, but i've been feeling kind of low ( Read more... )

*snicker ( Read more... )