Comments | ihaveanumber: day one

ihaveanumber

day one

Jul 04, 2006 09:00

well today i celebrate my independence. it has only been a few hours since i cleared my list, though i already somewhat regret it. i will miss reading what others have written. but besides that it is a good thing. i won't have to worry anymore about who is a friend, and who is just on the list. and i won't have to feel bad when no one responds to ( Read more... )

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banalheart July 4 2006, 18:06:16 UTC

I noticed.

I rarely comment in your LJ because you don't really ever write things that REQUIRE input. It's always introspective things that don't reqire outside comment.

I still READ it, I just don't respond to it.

ihaveanumber July 4 2006, 18:14:38 UTC

i know what you are saying. though this is'nt really about people not commenting to my posts. i've posted comments on all my friends journals, and friends of friends. i've tried being friendly and helpfull but it means nothing.

it took alot for me just to try and make friends and i feel alot worse now then i did before. i'm not angry with anyone, or trying to lay guilt. just going back to the way things were.

banalheart July 5 2006, 04:50:35 UTC

no point in cutting off from me. I like hearing from you from time to time.

ihaveanumber July 6 2006, 10:51:29 UTC

i just don't want others to have to read my posts. things are getting harder for me now, and i can't stop from writing how i feel.

with everyone being all happy and bouncy, running off to party and have fun... i don't want to be depressing up other people's friends list. and it does hurt when i read about everyone else having a great time.