i dont know whats gonna happen.. we had it all planned out, and now it seems like all our plans are crumbling. there are some negative attitudes by people i thought would support me with this desicion when it comes to us being together and working things out. it just seems like nothing of what i hoped for will actually happen. i dont know what im ( Read more... )

so my boyfriend, michael, got his modeling shoot pictures back. he looks so good. aw i love him.

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my cigarette with drugs list:

coke: marlboro reds
shrooms: marlboro lights
herb: marlboro mediums/turkish royals

NEW FUCKING LAYOUT. SO HARD.

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i have so many thoughts going through my head. i swear if someone could read my mind they would go psycho. i hate it here and i need to come home but that has been going through my head for 8 months now. no one knows what it is like to be away from all your friends that you grew up with and that you have gone through all the difficult times with ( Read more... )

yesterday had to be the scariest day of my life.. so we go to get my friends tongue pierced.. she gets it and it started bleeding a lot. i thought it was fucking weird because mine didnt bleed at all practically...anyways, so she started hurting her neck and then her ear.. and it was continuously bleeding.. i got her water and she would wash out ( Read more... )

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I FUCKING MISS CALIFORNIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!