i hate this as long as i cryed over a car and wanted one so bad i finally have one and now i wish i had never gotten it it seemed like a nice car even my dad liked it and thats saying a lot cuz my dad builds car he knows everything about them. theres so much wrong with it that we didnt know im never gonna drive or get my license and i dont have the ( Read more... )

well today basically sucks ass i thought it would be fun but nope nicks too lazy to come over gee i feel so fucking loved i love not seeing him all weekend apparently he does too and then my dads too fucking lazy to call that damn guy so ive sat in my room all day i think im gonna shoot myself

tonight needs to hurry uppppppppp nick gets off work at 8 and were going to see a movie at like 9:30 i wanna go now i miss him i feel like i havent seen him in forever even tho i just saw him at school today its weird like for a while i felt like he didnt want to be with me at all and it would make me so mad the way he treated me and acted around ( Read more... )

me and nick went out to eat tonight it was fun but something was bothering me the whole time i dont even know what really but it felt so awkward the whole time cuz we kept haveing silent moments i dont know somethings just really depressing me lately i need to figure out what it is so i can get over it nick doesnt care enough to help me tho

theres ( Read more... )

things are really weird right now im just confused and i dont like it i want back what i had before this stupid year i want it to go back when i was happy when we were all happy not like this not how we are now its not supposed to be this way but nomatter what i do i feel like i can cry my heart out to every person in this entire world and nobody ( Read more... )

i going golfing with nick hehe if he ever gets here....

ill update later to let u know how bad  ibeat him lol j/pppp

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nick needs to hurry up and get home from work were going to the movies soon i think were seeing transporter 2 but shhh dont tell my mom i gotta lie cuz hes not supposed to drive me lol

i coulda got a car today but i turned it down? hmm that doesnt sound like lindsay but yep its true my dad went and looked at it today when i was in school and he ( Read more... )

well i havent written in here for like ever and i got bored so yeah... school still sucks its gotten better tho my grades are slowly going up so i guess thats good i found car tonight if it didnt get sold tonight my dads gonna go look at it tomorow and i might get it its not that great but its a pretty good car so yeah neways im kinda pissed right ( Read more... )

hmm im bored... well the first week of school was umm not fun ok it sucked i hate school i miss being bored to death in my room all by myself waiting for nick to get home from work... i still dont have a car im working on it tho im getting better about it too i dont let it get to me when a car gets sold im still really bummed about the neon tho i ( Read more... )

i havent written in here in a couple days i havent had time. school started monday the first day was terrible but its getting better i have a lot of homework in all my classes so that sucks but its ok i guess ive been feeling really shitty tonight i dont know why but ive been like crying n just laying around the whole night its just been a bad ( Read more... )