bum

[iheartacura]

i am a bum.
i stayed out all night with R on friday night and had such a decent time.
R's friend B is italian & muy caliente.
i skipped my ACT test because i was snorting lines & drinking very heavily.
B told me i was the coolest girl he knew.
we both have the same taste in music.
music is everything, too.
R seemed sort of pissed last night and

Comments

[youknowido]

I really have to say its really hard to follow anything you're saying.
But i get the point. I can't really tell you im doing any better.
Im sure im doing much worse.

i just really dont understand why you havnt called or anything.

find a way.
this really upsets me haley

I love you

hey

[iheartacura]

hey, i'm really sorry i havent called. i have no phone or landline where i live... only cell phones with really high long distance bills. u get me? i seriously have no money right now, i quit my job, i'm f-cking up in school now, and i want to call u but right now its expensive for me. i live on my own basically. i'm sorry you are not doing any better. are you and ur mom not getting along? my mom gave me no freedom & i have a problem with abiding by my curfew so basically thats why i'm kicked out. im sorry for being lazy and not calling when i had the chance when i lived @ home.. 3 months ago at the farm i wouldn't even imagine not living at home and f-cking up. weird how thigns change, huh? but i am SO HAPPY right now because theres this wonderful guy i talk to & am SORT of with but life is good but hard but it will get better for me. i just have to get my sh*t straight. tonight i am going to ask my friend brittany who i live with if long distance is the same on her phone so i can call u. i did not intend to blow u off. i have a lot