have you ever been with a family that makes you feel completely a part of them. I have had it before with friends families and stuff.. but chris's family, i love being with them.  Chris's dad loves to tell me all the time that i am always included... i used to be not so sure about his mom.. and chris talked to her and told her that i wasnt sure she ( Read more... )

i am not sure how one person can have such little disreguard for human life. How can one go onto a college campus and shoot 32 ppl and injure 29 more.  This is beyond my comprehension, and the fact that they are considering that the person was a student blows my mind even more. I guess you have to have some kind of insight into this person's mental ( Read more... )

I would love to have one entirely good day, where not a single bad thing happened to me. Today i found out that i dont even have to be in the major i am in to get into the grad program that i want to. I wish someone SMART had told me this before. So now i am a Health Administration major. YIPPEE.. i am taking Healthcare Marketing in the fall and ( Read more... )

i would love to be called and asked how my day was. instead of being called and complained to about your son. i would love for you to say that you are proud of me for sticking with portfolio instead of telling me that your dad is driving you crazy and that u are getting a massage later.  I want you to realize what a HUGE deal portfolio was and how ( Read more... )

decidedly the whole school has a conspriacy against me. This week with my portfolio due and that being a 20 pageish paper and the creative part of that. this thing is huge. the president of the university and the assistant dean and all the head academic people for the university  will be there. its my big "capstone" project. i hate this. on top of ( Read more... )

I made a special trip to publix and bought cupcakes and oranges for "my boys" and you didnt even say thank you. well your welcome! and then i was taking a team picture and told you to "smile you tard" and i get "fuck you" in response. Things are so frustrating. very very very frustrating. I dont even know what to do. I thought what i did on sunday ( Read more... )

It is 1:00 am. I have work at 7:30 am. I have now tried going to bed twice. after the first time i ate a bit, had some apple juice, talked to the roomies, took some tylenol pm because my head has been pounding all day from crying and tried going to sleep again. laid there for 45 minutes wide awake. got up again. its been 8.5 hours and i am already ( Read more... )

Maybe i am the only person in the world that happens to think of everyone else before i do something that could possibly effect more than one person.  HEY spray paint smells so i am going to do it on our back porch with the door open, and then when someone asks me why i have the door open with "toxic fumes" outside.. she tells me "because I can". ( Read more... )

so today at work where i am a tutor for a special program at a high school for "average" students i saw this girl with an engagement ring on.  This first thing i noticed astonished me! and then i saw on her notebook (ya know those notebooks we all had with pictures and magazine cutouts and stuff) her and her "fiance" have only been together since ( Read more... )

joke that i cant help but post. racist.. sorry.. not really lol ( Read more... )