me and yell went to go see teen idols. we got lost on the way there like the dorks we are. you take grand all the way down and we ended up in oak park. but we made it the show rocked. i got to see heather. i sat up in front on the speakers and just chilled and i talked to some strange boy who i thought i knew but i didnt and he ended up giveing me ( Read more... )

so yeah yesterday was my friend yells dads birthday his name is gardner. hes a funny guy. every time ive seen him hes drunk but hes one of those fun drunks who like to say cocksucker a lot.anywho yell ran ben and shelly to get some food and she left me there with her dad. and we had a few beers and i listened to him whine and bitch and about that ( Read more... )

munchies fucking suck> i ate way too much bt start my diet tommorrow so im allowed a binge day> my keyboards fucked up again i haaaaate it> today was nice i sat in my chair smoked and read some of the janis joplin biography while listening to dedzeppelin> now im going job hunting with larry> he told me to dress nice so i had on a pair of nice ( Read more... )

nothing happened today oh yeah i forgot to mention jay is my boyfriend again... its strange... i dunno what to think of the whole thing theres bunches of lil issues i have about it but over all hes cool so im gonna stick with it. oh yeah i miss my kim we hung out sunday and cuddled and held hands and talked. i wanted to kiss her but she just got ( Read more... )

yeah yesterday i hung out with yell too... she kinda pissed me off cause she lied to me and said she had to go visit her cousins but i know she was going to jacks house with nick probably... id unno why she does that. im not dumb and then she talks to nick about it on the phone right in front of me like im an idiot... but i dont say anything. yell ( Read more... )

last night i went with jay kopke and vanessa to go get their tattoos ( Read more... )

i hate people ( Read more... )

yeah some box car on a freight train the other day said death to r.l. which happens to be my initials. i was so gone it scared me. tom had me thinking i at any moment was susceptable to be ran over by a car ...then i would die . scarey. so today i met up with this kid ive bee talking to for a while we smoked he bought me sum cheese sticks yeah i ( Read more... )

id douse my room in this orange citrus spray but it made me so sick. my little cousin would come in and accuse me of engageing in ellegal substance use... at which i would slightly laugh and fall away into the nothingness that was my mind... its funny thinking of it now ( Read more... )

vandalspunk420: im still a virgin totally ( Read more... )