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[iheartbottle]

I really think I've fucked up this time.
I really truly think I've dropped the ball, far and hard, on this one.
I know that this will be so much easier for us.
In the end at least.
This year would be worse than last.
And there might not even be a next summer in Duluth.
We've done so well. So so so so well.
But I already can tell that this isn't going to

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[1_2_suckerpunch]

I don't know the whole story, obviously. But if I've learned one thing this year, it is that your obligations are what you make of them. If you need a day off, take it. If you want to drop everything and go to be with him, do it. Do what you can to make your life what you want it to be. There will be plenty of time to make up for it later. You cannot make up lost time, only lost actions.

[_so_this_is_luv]

this got me through more hard times then i can even name...

"I just had to keep telling myself that time always moves forward, I never have to stay in one miserable moment for longer than it lasts, I will always be a being in motion, I can always rely on self-healing. Which may sound like a bunch of new age bullshit, but basically I just had to tell myself over and over again, "Knock it the fuck off, snap the fuck out of it, don't think about it, you can fucking make it, don't ever think for a second that you can't." And sometimes it tore me apart to tell myself that things weren't that bad. Because honestly, sometimes things are THAT bad. But telling myself that they weren't was a way of conditioning myself out of a vicious cycle of self-pity and self-loathing." - Dani Tope