Need: Anberlin, Lilly allen, and Scrubs
You're just a silly and vain little girl who won't get out of my head.
The other day I was talking to Karen about why we put up with people and about how much easier it is to be angry and bitter (to quote the currie) than to just get over it.One of us would rather be angry and bitter and not deal with people like that. The other one would rather keep a friendship than lose one, regardless of the person. I'm not sure there's a balance unless one of them fixes themselves.
I tried the angry and bitter route, but apparently I suck at it. Well, not really. I mean, I've pulled the cold shoulder before, but I can't seem to do it again. I mean, part of me wants to. Part of me definitely, definitely wants to. Of course, all that hate slips my mind because I'm trying not to think of it. I mean, well, okay. Half the time right, I think of just going out and getting drunk. And, I know for a fact that I'd be a sad drunk because a) all I ever do is bitch and b) I hate people and socializing, but I know I won't. Hell, I can't if I'm going to continue volunteering at church. I'm awfully curious who reads this. I mean, I don't want to get drunk really. I don't even like the taste of alcohol. I'm on a tangent. I'll stop now.
On a side note, I have such a hard time winning in President Forever. I don't understand how that game could be so hard. I've won a grand total of once.
I have a list of people who have consistently made me happy. They are:
Melissa
Sam
Ian
Lauren
Karen
Melissa and I have been talking a lot lately, which is great in my opinion. I mean, she was someone I used to look up to, and now that I've grown a bit, it's nice to look at her at eye level if you get what I'm saying. Sam and Karen have gotten a lot of my bitch. Well, Sam has gotten more, though, he's giving me his fair share of complaints as well. If, you've read this far, please leave a comment. Ian makes life so much fun, and he agreed to help me make a barbershop quartet. Though, I don't think he knows how serious I was, then again. He probably does. i wasn't very serious. And Lauren has grown into one of my best friends. I've found I've had the most fun when I'm just hanging around with her. She's like a sister for me.
So yeah, that's the positive I can think of thus far. and I'm done. Roxanne was supposed to send me the rest of the pictures from the retreat. It's kind of late, so maybe she'll do it tomorrow.
For every negative post, there will also be a positive one, or just one post with both, which will be more likely.
2 notes:
1) I've gotten melissa off her "no high school kids on facebook" think =)
2) I've developed a habit of leaning my head on corners
The other day I was talking to Karen about why we put up with people and about how much easier it is to be angry and bitter (to quote the currie) than to just get over it.One of us would rather be angry and bitter and not deal with people like that. The other one would rather keep a friendship than lose one, regardless of the person. I'm not sure there's a balance unless one of them fixes themselves.
I tried the angry and bitter route, but apparently I suck at it. Well, not really. I mean, I've pulled the cold shoulder before, but I can't seem to do it again. I mean, part of me wants to. Part of me definitely, definitely wants to. Of course, all that hate slips my mind because I'm trying not to think of it. I mean, well, okay. Half the time right, I think of just going out and getting drunk. And, I know for a fact that I'd be a sad drunk because a) all I ever do is bitch and b) I hate people and socializing, but I know I won't. Hell, I can't if I'm going to continue volunteering at church. I'm awfully curious who reads this. I mean, I don't want to get drunk really. I don't even like the taste of alcohol. I'm on a tangent. I'll stop now.
On a side note, I have such a hard time winning in President Forever. I don't understand how that game could be so hard. I've won a grand total of once.
I have a list of people who have consistently made me happy. They are:
Melissa
Sam
Ian
Lauren
Karen
Melissa and I have been talking a lot lately, which is great in my opinion. I mean, she was someone I used to look up to, and now that I've grown a bit, it's nice to look at her at eye level if you get what I'm saying. Sam and Karen have gotten a lot of my bitch. Well, Sam has gotten more, though, he's giving me his fair share of complaints as well. If, you've read this far, please leave a comment. Ian makes life so much fun, and he agreed to help me make a barbershop quartet. Though, I don't think he knows how serious I was, then again. He probably does. i wasn't very serious. And Lauren has grown into one of my best friends. I've found I've had the most fun when I'm just hanging around with her. She's like a sister for me.
So yeah, that's the positive I can think of thus far. and I'm done. Roxanne was supposed to send me the rest of the pictures from the retreat. It's kind of late, so maybe she'll do it tomorrow.
For every negative post, there will also be a positive one, or just one post with both, which will be more likely.
2 notes:
1) I've gotten melissa off her "no high school kids on facebook" think =)
2) I've developed a habit of leaning my head on corners