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[ihearthector]

this is the worst. i feel like i have already failed on madison. this isn't how it's suppost to be. i fucked up and she is paying the consequences. she is never going to have a "real" family. her dad will live somewhere else and she most likely will not get to see him on a regular basis like she should. she never even got a chance. so not fair and

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[iuhhhhh]

I don't think you should be so hard on yourself. You haven't fucked up everything is the way its supposed to be. You're doing one of the hardest things to do during your teenage years. Give yourself credit. I appreciate you. You're an awesome mom melissa. I care about you and want you to be happy. We'll always be in this together.

[ihearthector]

ya we will be in this together when we literally say two words to each other. to be honest the main reason why i can't even look at myself in the mirror is because you didn't have the balls to tell me you have a girlfriend. and i have to find out on myspace. then you come on here and talk about your wonderful day you have with her. you have every right to do it i mean it's your life and your livejournal but i feel like it's a huge slap in the face. ive literally been up 20 minutes and i'm already crying about it. i didn't think i would care this much but whatever you seem happy and i'm happy for you.

[iuhhhhh]

Try and be happy.

[iuhhhhh]

That's pretty much all I can say. I'm sorry it seems like a slap in the face. I'm not trying to make you feel bad. I'm sorry you don't like hearing about how good of a day I had. all I can say is don't read it. I'm just trying to get my life back. I know you probably never thought I would. I don't want you to be sad and I don't want you to feel bad. But I'm just doing what's right for me.

[lindsayreeeed]

melissa i love you, you are the best mom ever. seriosuly, you do so much for your daughter, thats your whole life, and its amazing to see how selfless you are with this. even when you were preggers you were working the whole time, you have a lot on your plate to do and you do a lot by yourself, but im always here for you, even though i doubt you need anyone else because you are doing an amazing job...no one is prfect. and the guy you end up with is going to be so sexy and like hey melissa im going to treat you the way you should be treated, and youll be like what this is so cool! i love you.

[ihearthector]

haha oh i love you lindsay. i hope. someday. i'm begging to become how theresa used to be and think i am going to be some crazy cat lady. i need to see your new house.