Okay, so I had two dreams last night. In the first one I was at a big party with lots of people when I feel something going by my head, and I look around and all of a sudden everyone starts to freak out and I have no idea why. And then everyone keeps staring and panicking so I realize that something is obviously wrong. So I grab my head where I ( Read more... )

So I am totally remembering why I never go to my first class. Bored bored bored. Im sick of being in the library. I need to be studying but it wont load my powerpoints. Or I need to be unpacking, but Lewisville is too far of a drive. OR even better, I could be sleeping.

The last text I wrote Billy: "Are you seriously gonna bail on me and not even call? Bc I didnt go out tonight bc I wanted to see you. But fuck that, Im sick of dating an asshole." Hmm, didnt even respond. Awesome. Well, left my phone at the apt., so maybe he has by now, but doubtful. Lol it would be nice to know if he even gives a fuck. Maybe he'll ( Read more... )

Soo, tonight should be fun. Going to some gay strip club to watch cute boys (who will have absolutely no interest in me, whatsoever) get naked. Wooo! Other then that, I really need to find a new job. I came in today and was told I had to go home because they needed to use the section I was in to train the new people and let them practice taking ( Read more... )

- my shower wont go off ( Read more... )

so.. have a new boyfriend? eek ( Read more... )

Being on your own after three years is not easy.. but all in all i think this is for the best. Its just weird to think of this change as final, I just need some time to get used to it. I just feel like everything comfortable in my life has gone, and no one undertstands that. Idk, maybe I just drank too much at amandas earlier, but I miss having ( Read more... )

Today is chris' birthday, and so far is going horrible ( for me ). Oh, and its the 21st! So, I was looking forward to it as much, if not more, than he was ( Read more... )

So today ended up being awful. Im supposed to be at the emergency room getting stitches for my finger, but i dont have enough for the deductible ( $500) and i cant find my bank card. I mean itll be fine, Im just really stressed. Plus when I got home Chris just made things worse, I know I was beinging difficult, but he wasnt making the bandage very ( Read more... )

So, I think I might start writing in here as often as I used to, I miss livejournal. None of my friends are on it anymore though, which takes alot of the fun out of it. But it's also just therapeutic to write, even if it's just about the simple things in my day ( Read more... )