well my mom is being really dumb
i lost one of my sweatshirts and she is making a huge deal out of it
and if i don;t find it i won't get ne new school clothes this year
and i have absolutely no idea where it is so i have no idea what i am gonna do so ya
that is just thing to add to my things of joy

i am sick of pretending iam happy when i am not with you

i hate myself like this and i am sure everyone else does adn i am sorry you have to put up with this but idk what is wrong with me i can't even explain myself to emily the one person who i could tell ne thing too i am serioulsy lost and lonely but iam starting to enjoy the

all i want to do is cry
cuz unless i am screamming for help
no one notices me

i could never tell him i love him

i am the stupidest person on earth i just want to clarify that ( Read more... )

whats the point of being alive
with no one to live for

i am stupid

whats the point of having ears
with no one to whisper "i love you" into
or having eyes
with no one to look into them
or having lips
with no one to kiss them
or having hands
with no one to hold them
or having arms
wiht no one to hold
whats the point of having a heart
with no one to love

where is my prince charming?

new layout
idk if i like it tho

so i went to travsers city
lots of things went on while i was gone
but i don;t think ne one missed me tho
this vacation was fun cuz ashley went
but i realized on this little vacation
i really hate life

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well today i got my permitt ( Read more... )

well i went to a picnic with emily, heather, adn sarah i love them they are fun
well i was riding my bike from emily's yo kelsey's and my shoe fell off and i had to go get it it was umm embarassing of course like 20 million cars went flying by when it happened so yea

i am in love with someone but they don;t lov eme adn it breaks my heart