well we got sent home most of you know so i came hoem cleaned now i am doing laundary today was a pretty good day for hte time i was at school i might go shoppping with tester if my mom lets me but yea today things got a lot better then they got bad again cuz i am dumb but yes i have to go do laundery
well i pretty much am sick of this stupid crap moving sounds really good right now i know running away from my problems won't fix nething but what else is there to do it is obviously not going to be okay so what am i supose to do
i am so bipolar today was the worst day of my life i can't hate him and that is what is killing me how can i mean nothing to him ? why doesn't he care ne more? why did I have to lose my best friend?