i feel like i can't handle a job emotionally either. i always tell my parents that but they tell me not to blame everything on my mental disorder. :/
i know it's repetitive but ms. wagner IS a truly amazing person. i know its hard to talk to people, especially strangers. but i hate that im not allowed to talk to her, there hasn't been a day gone by that i haven't wished i could call her and talk to her.
in conclusion, i really think you could benefit from a therapist, or even psychiatric medication. you don't have to feel this way forever, you really don't have to. it's true that you've been dealing, you've been strong, but do you feel sad still?
I can't believe your parents. Honestly. That's crap. It's not like you need an excuse to not work. Because I think that you really do want a job.
I don't think I can talk to Ms. Wagner. Simply because you can't. I just can't bring myself to do something that you so badly want. Especially if I can help it.
I'm sorry. Sorry that things are hard for you. Sorry that you can't be happy now. Sorry that you cry.
I hope. I hope that you get through this okay. I hope that you don't turn the pain internally and let it eat at you more. I hope you can see your worth as a person...even if you aren't good at psychology.
I know. I know you'll turn out fine in the end as long as you don't give up. I know your family wants whats best for you even if they don't know what it is. I know there are people out there that care for you and WANT you to be happy even though they don't know how to make you happy.
I wish. I wish I could help. I wish I could get in your head to help you figure this out. I wish you the best. I wish you much peace and love.
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job interviews are quite scary.
i feel like i can't handle a job emotionally either. i always tell my parents that but they tell me not to blame everything on my mental disorder. :/
i know it's repetitive but ms. wagner IS a truly amazing person. i know its hard to talk to people, especially strangers. but i hate that im not allowed to talk to her, there hasn't been a day gone by that i haven't wished i could call her and talk to her.
in conclusion, i really think you could benefit from a therapist, or even psychiatric medication. you don't have to feel this way forever, you really don't have to. it's true that you've been dealing, you've been strong, but do you feel sad still?
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I just hate being social.
I can't believe your parents. Honestly. That's crap. It's not like you need an excuse to not work. Because I think that you really do want a job.
I don't think I can talk to Ms. Wagner. Simply because you can't. I just can't bring myself to do something that you so badly want. Especially if I can help it.
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I was hoping you'd say something like that versus "No, you really should talk to her."
You get it. =]
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I hope. I hope that you get through this okay. I hope that you don't turn the pain internally and let it eat at you more. I hope you can see your worth as a person...even if you aren't good at psychology.
I know. I know you'll turn out fine in the end as long as you don't give up. I know your family wants whats best for you even if they don't know what it is. I know there are people out there that care for you and WANT you to be happy even though they don't know how to make you happy.
I wish. I wish I could help. I wish I could get in your head to help you figure this out. I wish you the best. I wish you much peace and love.
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