FYI - lean cuisine chicken fried rice sucks. don't buy it EVER.

also, i feel a lot better. i think about it a lot, but its becoming less frequent.
school is a drag.
but i love going to the gym.
yessss.

off to photojournalism class i gooooo.

i lied. i'm not happy in the least.

as per experience i know things will get better, but i really hate feeling this. i still love the kid. but i deserve someone a lot more mature.

i finally broke it off completely with timmy.
i remember when it used to be exciting.
but it had been too good to be true. and i decided to finally break it off because i heard him in bed with another girl. but if thats what it takes to move on, you got it.

its bittersweet right now.
i'm sort of happy, but i'm more upset than anything.

so i'm at school. gi and i were at the gman last night. later on when shenanigans picked up, we saw nicci and the sigchi boys. it was fun. i love them. jep and i planned MLK day festivities for next monday with the boys... which can be nothing but trouble. i ended up having a beer back at the house and walked home at 3am in gaucho pants (chilly ( Read more... )

( a picture montage of south beach & the orange bowl! )

i thought i've seen more, but HAH i guess not.
( stolen from sammy )

it never gets easier. if he doesn't see me, maybe i won't cry when i miss him so much. i hate these kind of visits becausae i expect him to leave the whole time.

i'm in philly. i'll be home tomorrow.

this break really made me realize how much i do not want to move back here. i have pretty much no friends worth hanging onto in new jersey (that i can't satisfy with a weekend visit once in a while) and my family argues almost every second of the day (partially because they know i don't want to comeback here after graduation). i feel like there's ( Read more... )

you always said how lucky you were that we were all friends. but it was us, baby. we were the lucky ones.

this date will forever go down as history as the day that boys ask nancy to be their girlfriend.