back in california ( Read more... )

my boyfriend (9/23/2003 1:18:35 AM): i know your not trying to be mean baby.. and that is exactly what i tell peopel hen they try to talk to me now... i'm still. sooo very sorry i hurt you. and i love you forever. and i soooo want to put the pieces back together.. and even add some of mine to it. i love you soo much and i miss you terribly please ( Read more... )

life has been up and down lately ( Read more... )

i don't care what anyone says or thinks;
i love my boyfriend so incredibly much its vomit worthy.

( peektures )

my immortal ( Read more... )

life is so fucked up right now.
everything is so fucked up.
everything that i thought was so perfect and wonderful was based completely on bullshit.
and i am an overly forgiving person, but i just don't know anymore ( Read more... )

whoever said love hurts wasnt kidding

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im broken.
and i dont know if the pieces will go back together this time.

nothing has ever hurt this much.
EVER.

it's disturbing how completely sexy my boyfriend is when he sleeps.