life is so fucking bizzare.

i want


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i love how people say things like, i love you. i'll love you forever. nothing can change my love for you. and on and on and on. and then just throw it in your face. i thought no matter what you would always love me. thats what you always said, why all of the sudden is that just bullshit? why do things like that change. if i say im going to love ( Read more... )

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web cam boredom...

and no i dont make any normal faces. ever.

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went to la last nite to see my dad.
its really hard to be there and not be there for the reason that i used to be.
i miss that reason.
firmed up plans for texas a bit more.
got all the new benefit makeup i wanted. woot.
heart still hurts, but i havent cried all day. so yeah for finally making it one day. i know you don't read this, but i miss you.

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sex=good.

i hate myself.
i hate my life.
i hate what i have done.
i hate that i have hurt,
and i hate the fact that i can't take it back.