this place filled with hatred and tears ( Read more... )

two months until i go back to college... well until i go to my new college. im so excited. <3
if only my knee would heal faster!

please pardon my depressing journal entries, i needed to vent. tonight i rest, tomorrow i start my medicine.. stephen is sleeping over and we are having pizza and carving pumpkins as my last night before my surgery!! i bid you goodnight cruel world... talk to u in a few months when i can live upstairs again! i will miss my bed! the pull out sofa in ( Read more... )

i hope my stepfather steps on a rusty nail and it hurts so bad that he throws up ( Read more... )

just got some shitty news... the 23rd im having my knee reconstructed and they may have to break a bone to do it. im scared as shit.

just got home from driving to michaels school. it was nice. i feel like i havent slept in ages, which is ultimately true, but things have been so busy lately. id rather have things be busy tho, that way christmas comes sooner, and hopefully college again. i feel like my life is not really in my hands, like im jsut a fish following the stream ahead ( Read more... )

quitting my job
getting a beter one
going to see michael thursday
he forgot his phone
seeing the presidents daughter today
saturday going to kutztown
i love it there
sunday horse show with a friend
hopefully starting new job monday
i need sleep
must visit rutgers soon
monday knee surgeon
hopefully surgery
my dog is growling in her sleep
im jealous

ive been having good luck lately. perhaps its balencing out all the shitty things that always happen to me! this is going to be the best weekend of my life ( Read more... )

very happy.. very very happy. <3

just sent in the last of my application crap stuff.
it feels good.
working like a moravian slut on a saturday night.
whatever that means i have no clue.
my left ear is itchy.
death cab is the soundtrack to my life.