i thought i was done with this....-

[ihearttheatre]

im crying. why am i back where i was last year? is it because Willa just told me what i knew was happening....that shes changed her mind to transferring in spring rather than next fall. was i enjoying that she was hating being home also? no...that's not it. i'll be alone...as always

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[xx_rapunzel_xx]

hey.

you're from li. i'm from li. hofstra is an li college. lots of people from li go here. a lot of people here still do act like they did in high school. li people have the tendency to be very cliquey, etc. the people who i hang out with aren't like that. (i don't like everyone i hang out with, though.) i like being near home b/c it's easier to get stuff done that i need to back home... but sometimes i wish i went to college farther away. my friend seems like he's having so much fun in binghamton, and here i am sitting in my room most of the day, and most people can't find anything to do around here.

so.

the thing about college is that you need to find a college where there are people that are just like you. maybe hofstra isn't for you and you need to find some place away from li...?

[ihearttheatre]

not sure....i'm auditioning for the BFA next month...well see how that goes...im just SO bad at writing essays...and i do like being close to the city cuz I want to start auditioning soon...its confusing it really is. I feel like college kids are the same wherever you go.

[flutterbychild]

maybe you should think about transferring too... just a thought.

what about counseling? i mean, i know you've probably been there and done that, but if you haven't, it could be helpful. they may or may not suggest an anti-depressant.

why do you think no one wants to read this? i personally think you should write more often, even if it isn't here. if an actual, physically journal helps more than ur lj, then by all means use it.

be well, alex dear. ur in my thoughts :)

[ihearttheatre]

thanks nashay. same to you.

[ryukonotsuki]

Transferring to a whole new school in a whole new area might be a good idea -- Living so close to home could be very taxing on you, and that's why a lot of Long Islanders go to school off of the island...

[ihearttheatre]

the funny thing is. i dont think living at home is really bothering me.

[alex_revolution]

Well the only solution to said problem is to come to WI and sleep on my couch.

[ihearttheatre]

hahah that's the best plan i've heard so far. :-) i miss you!