Since I started melodramatics today, I decided to make a mark in my journal so I remember this mile pillar in my life. It's called END OF TENIPURI
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It's sometimes hard to give up on fandoms but in the end, it might be the right thing to do.
I sometimes feel like leaving the fandom as well and hanging up the RP writing but after thinking on it for a few days, I realize there's still so much I want to do in each game and some of the muses are still far too talkative to try to kill off.
I understand the pain of letting go of muses. I've been RPing Tenipuri (and Saeki) for six years and several games have ended over that time either due to other's interests waning or the games went to hell and I had to leave. Those muses are still around and sometimes I incorporate them into a new one.
Don't feel sad or guilty. Everything changes in life and we must move on but we always have the memories of those times.
Yeah, it's hard, but I'd rather give it up now and find it again later, than end up totally bored with it and hating it for dragging me down. I was clinging onto my love for Saeki and the other boys, and I wanted to play with the other muns in the game, since they've become so important to me during the years. I didn't wanna cut him/them off just because of my own selfishness. So I didn't, for a long time. But now Saeki gave me a permission. It was unbelievably relieving, tho sad.
I've played this Saeki about three and a half years, and the only Saeki I have left I have been playing about five years. I was gradually letting go of other games and concentrating on these two in hopes I could keep being active in a fandom I'm no longer interested in. I couldn't, and Sae noticed that. He's the only one. He'll always be very important to me.
Thanks ♥ If by any chance you get interested in playing some other fandom please let me know! I miss playing with you! ;_;
*humms* Hey hon, I'll teach you all you need to know ♥ RPing isnt really about being a great writer, because in rping there are TWO writers, and the plot isn't set in stone. In a way rping is just like using messenger, except you aren't you and the discussion is playing in prose form. Fshuuu, Minni just can't explain stuff.
Then again, being a good writer and knowing how to keep a plot together helps lots.
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I sometimes feel like leaving the fandom as well and hanging up the RP writing but after thinking on it for a few days, I realize there's still so much I want to do in each game and some of the muses are still far too talkative to try to kill off.
I understand the pain of letting go of muses. I've been RPing Tenipuri (and Saeki) for six years and several games have ended over that time either due to other's interests waning or the games went to hell and I had to leave. Those muses are still around and sometimes I incorporate them into a new one.
Don't feel sad or guilty. Everything changes in life and we must move on but we always have the memories of those times.
Good luck in your new fandoms and games. ♥
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I've played this Saeki about three and a half years, and the only Saeki I have left I have been playing about five years. I was gradually letting go of other games and concentrating on these two in hopes I could keep being active in a fandom I'm no longer interested in. I couldn't, and Sae noticed that. He's the only one. He'll always be very important to me.
Thanks ♥ If by any chance you get interested in playing some other fandom please let me know! I miss playing with you! ;_;
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Then again, being a good writer and knowing how to keep a plot together helps lots.
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