I NEED A FURIOUS ICON.
GRAH at my dad as his girlfriend.
Okay, it's old news that I hate going to my dad's for dinner. I go because I'm obligated, but everytime there's something that pisses me off.
Last night went as followed:
I got there, and Ms. Cindy (my dad's girlfriend) immediately starts going into this speech about, and I quote her because I HATE this word: 'nigger'. I was livid. Yes, there are some blacks that cause problems in this area, but you can NOT generalize the black community that way. I have wonderful black and mixed friends. I was so offended I didn't even say a word back. I think it's really appalling to hear her talk about how stupid blacks are when a SHOVEL has a higher IQ than this woman does. She's dumb as a fucking ROCK. (We were watching the movie Changeling. She couldn't read the word. REALLY.) I was so ticked. I really, really HATE how racist some people in this area are. You judge someone by individuals. You don't judge an entire race that way. It sucks because here, white people tend to be racist towards blacks, and vice versa. I can't stand it. UGH.
Then. She offers me WINE. Okay, this is the second time that I've been offered alcohol at that house. And Dad wants me to believe he's not an alcoholic? He's got three bottles of wine and three bottles of vodka on his counter. Dude. I'M DRIVING. I'm NOT going to drink with them anyway, and I especially won't drink when I have to get behind the wheel. ESPECIALLY when I'm driving my little brother around. I'm smarter than that. Dad used to drive us around piss drunk. I'm not that fucking stupid. Then Cindy said that I wouldn't get drunk off of one glass, and instead of saying that it was because I was driving, my dad starts saying he won't let me drink because Mom's a bitch and will try to get him into more trouble.
EXCUSE ME. My mother has nothing to do with it. I chose not to drink because I'm -smart-. Otherwise, my mom is NOT trying to get him in trouble. The reason why he owes thousands in child support is because he stopped paying my share when I turned 18 without getting the amounts changed in court. And get this; neither of them knew it had to be changed. My mom was fine with it. It was when he BRAGGED TO HIS LAWYER THAT HE DIDN'T HAVE TO PAY when his lawyer said that was illegal and they had to get it changed in court. He screwed HIMSELF over. And there's also some other things that he's doing to screw my mom over. His train of thought is fucked up.
I can't fucking WAIT until I can cut myself off from him and his girlfriend completely. And when he's the last to know that I have a girlfriend (of mixed race no less), he's going to wonder why. And by then hopefully I'll have the courage to tell him what a shitty excuse of a person he is.
It's a shame. We used to be so close.
Okay, it's old news that I hate going to my dad's for dinner. I go because I'm obligated, but everytime there's something that pisses me off.
Last night went as followed:
I got there, and Ms. Cindy (my dad's girlfriend) immediately starts going into this speech about, and I quote her because I HATE this word: 'nigger'. I was livid. Yes, there are some blacks that cause problems in this area, but you can NOT generalize the black community that way. I have wonderful black and mixed friends. I was so offended I didn't even say a word back. I think it's really appalling to hear her talk about how stupid blacks are when a SHOVEL has a higher IQ than this woman does. She's dumb as a fucking ROCK. (We were watching the movie Changeling. She couldn't read the word. REALLY.) I was so ticked. I really, really HATE how racist some people in this area are. You judge someone by individuals. You don't judge an entire race that way. It sucks because here, white people tend to be racist towards blacks, and vice versa. I can't stand it. UGH.
Then. She offers me WINE. Okay, this is the second time that I've been offered alcohol at that house. And Dad wants me to believe he's not an alcoholic? He's got three bottles of wine and three bottles of vodka on his counter. Dude. I'M DRIVING. I'm NOT going to drink with them anyway, and I especially won't drink when I have to get behind the wheel. ESPECIALLY when I'm driving my little brother around. I'm smarter than that. Dad used to drive us around piss drunk. I'm not that fucking stupid. Then Cindy said that I wouldn't get drunk off of one glass, and instead of saying that it was because I was driving, my dad starts saying he won't let me drink because Mom's a bitch and will try to get him into more trouble.
EXCUSE ME. My mother has nothing to do with it. I chose not to drink because I'm -smart-. Otherwise, my mom is NOT trying to get him in trouble. The reason why he owes thousands in child support is because he stopped paying my share when I turned 18 without getting the amounts changed in court. And get this; neither of them knew it had to be changed. My mom was fine with it. It was when he BRAGGED TO HIS LAWYER THAT HE DIDN'T HAVE TO PAY when his lawyer said that was illegal and they had to get it changed in court. He screwed HIMSELF over. And there's also some other things that he's doing to screw my mom over. His train of thought is fucked up.
I can't fucking WAIT until I can cut myself off from him and his girlfriend completely. And when he's the last to know that I have a girlfriend (of mixed race no less), he's going to wonder why. And by then hopefully I'll have the courage to tell him what a shitty excuse of a person he is.
It's a shame. We used to be so close.