im sorry about the earlier post. I just had a really tough day. I really want to thank all the people and my friends who got me through this. Im just gonna forget about SOME stupid fucks on Gold 5. I hate hate hate hate hate hate school now. But i know that even if a LOT of people say shit about me, i still have a lot of GREAT friends to get me ( Read more... )

i have never felt so terrible in my entire life.

i feel so hated and disgusting.

everything is a lie.

i feel un loved and FUCKING horrible.

I really dont know what to do now.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

im sorry, god, i cant even finish this entry.

i feel like im gonna puke.

today was okay ( Read more... )

whew..ive been gone all day. We went to church, then to Old Navy where i got sweat pants, then we went out to lunch and to this play where they did sign language and stuff..it was cool. Yeah, nothing else really happened ( Read more... )

TODAY IS MY JOURNALS BIRTHDAY ( Read more... )

i was gonna update last night but I had no time..i was up till midnight doing my stupid homework. It sucked. But last night I went to the gym with Lexi and Libby. It was fun, I did pretty well..there were some kinda cute guys there. But there was this one guy who Libby thought was gorgeous near the window and we were standing behind him like, with ( Read more... )

( fun fun )

yeah so i think i definately want to join swimming next year. i might suck but if I start practicing now, then maybe i'll be good by highschool. Because I definately want to do a sport. Lexi and I are going to the Y on thursday to start our practicing. She's gonna start practicing for next year too. And over the summer we might take lessons with ( Read more... )

i went to the gym with lexi and libby today. hah i couldnt find my shorts and that was akward..haha. then when we got up there there was this WICKED hot guy and we were both headed to the same machine and he was like "you can use it" and i was like "its okay" and he was like "no, its all yours" ahh i was gonna be like "nahh. im all yours" some fat ( Read more... )

today we had some family friends who we havent seen in forever over. it was kinda akward because the kid who was 14 the last time I saw him is now 17 and we used to be close..we didnt even talk. It was odd. But it was nice seeing them ( Read more... )