The way I see it, the brain hinders the mind.

I need someone to just beat the shit out of me...

My body and mind need to purge...

I want my nervous system to overload and reboot itself...

Oh well...I guess I should stop wishing for unattainable things.

I start school in less than a week...shitty. I need to add this class, but it is full. I emailed the Prof. telling him that my situation. Luckily, I had this Prof. last quarter and got an A in a relatively difficult class, so hopefully he will be more willing to add me because he knows I am willing to work. I mean right now I have enough units, ( Read more... )

"We never heard a word but we must cast you on the television."
"We need to break an artist to break, we wanna break you, ooo we wanna break you, sure we wanna break you."
"The sound of a handshake"
$...$...$...$
"Shook"
$...$...$...$...$...$

Energy is flowing, but I am at work. People ask me why I look/act so strangely. I do not what to try to explain. I do not want to loose my job. They do not understand.

I cried tonight...that hasnt happened in about 3 years and 8 months. (this is not related to my last post)

I seem to be good at pissing people off lately. Hrm...oh well. I never claimed to be a nice person.

I am in a weird mood tonight. I am rather confused about somethings, but all will be revealed in the days (or months or years, perhaps never) to come. This shall be interesting.

So at one point tonight, I must go back to my apartment to pick up a book. If anybody would like to join me, they should IM, text, call, etc. me sometime today. *HINT HINT* I was also thinking it would be chill to head over to Hollywood for a bit and maybe get some Sharky's for dinner. *HINT HINT* If not today, that is fine, maybe some other time ( Read more... )

I am happy.