When I first got out of SHS I thought I needed to change myself and maybe I could be accepted and find a girlfriend, but I realized something. One should never change who they are because then their life is a lie. If you want to live knowing you live a lie, by all means, change for everyone. I do not have to change for anyone methinks. As for losing friends since we graduated, I had some awsome friends, or who I thought was awsome and they decided to change who they are and I hate them now. ONe of them in particular became the kind of person I hate most and it makes me so mad, why would someone do that to themselves willingly. I know she had her problems but I always let her know I was there for her, and all I got in the end was shut out of all communication with her. That is the thanks I get for trying to help people, and it taught me that I will not change for anyone, and neither should you. You will find a bf just as I will find a gf, you are not even 18, I just turned 18 the 20th, we have our whole lives ahead of us, let's live a
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haha no, i love that you ramble, in case you didnt notice, you and i didnt talk in school and yet youre the only one who takes time out of his life to care about me. to talk to me, even if its through livejournal, you still care. ive been with a guy for almost 8 monthes now, but hes not my bf, thats what i meant by the relationship thing. i hate that we spend our whole lives trying to figure out what we want from others and ourselves and when we relaly know what makes us happy, its too late. im 17, almost 18 and i know what life is all about already. ahah .. happy late birthday to you buddy. xoxo
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i miss you
we should work on that
<3 harms
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