Lonely

[iidx1986]

aight....finally i admit it. I've been sitting in the dark for about the past few minutes thinking about how i should write this.....or what exactly am i feeling. (i got off topic, i'm supposed to be admitting something else lol?) i'm lonely, it finally hit me. yes, i love the solitude of my room, but it sucks sometimes that i have to sleep alone.

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[poetflyrhymes]

like i always say. it's one thing to be alone, it's another to be alone and to NOT be lonely. That one just takes time and practice. you'll have to learn, the hard way sadly, to ENJOY your own company. only then will the BS chill sessions be a thing of the past. only then will the wild crazy good nutt sex end. only then will the restless nights subside. only after you realize your better off in your own space where you can control the outcome can u be sane! i think the problem is that you've grown accustomed to other people filling that void and now that you're left to your own devices it's irking the shit out of you lol. and to be honest that's expected. I've told you many times: ''YOU NEED TO BE ALONE. only because I've been where you are now and then some. hell I'm a gypsy so i know how easy it is to attach to something and then have to let it go. there will come a day when you'll have the chance to hang, have the chance to screw, have the chance to run naked in the streets and all you will truly want to say is: naw man I'm just