all bets are off

[iiiipunkiiii]

well before I begin, I took that dumb test

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[skiesopenup]

pretty pricey mistake for your "boything" to make. make sure he knows exactly how you feel about everything and anything before he moves out there and gives up on things that hes worked hard on, and dedicated years of his life to. no offence to you and no offence to jesse...but he seems to think we live in a fairytale/lovestory world....but we dont. feelings and thoughts can change. dont let them change after hes moved hundreds of miles, left friends behind, left school behind, and left his passion beind. not to mention that he hasnt had adequate time to make such a decision.

perhaps i shouldn't post this right now seeing as how i'm a good deal shocked, disappointed, frustrated, angered, and tired at the moment.....but i need to say what i need to say. and what more appropriate place than this to say it?

i apologise in advance...but please do consider what i've said,
.aaron.

[iiiipunkiiii]

listen I understand how you feel. I pretty much had no choice and had to up and leave everything that ever meant anything to me. I didn't even get to say goodbye. right now my friends are sad and pissed off but they also see this as a good thing for me. now for jesse, I wasn't the one who came to him and asked him to move with me. he had a problem and he asked me. either way, I pretty much had to move to Ohio. my living arrangements were not working out. when jesse told me, I was shocked. I didn't know what to think. and actually all day yesterday while I was packing and dropping my classes and all I was thinking about not only my friends, but you and graham

[skiesopenup]

i never said i thought that you are forcing him to move or anything like that. all i'm saying is that the only reason he would have even considered it in the first place is because you are there and he thinks that everything is always going to be perfect with you guys, and you're feelings for each other are the strongest there can be, and that that wont ever change, and blah blah blah. its no secret that hes been around you pretty much every day for the past few months...only time he ever hung out with anyone else was at band practice. my point is, you really need to talk long and hard with him about this whole thing about him moving out there. i'm not saying you should make the decision for him. i'm just saying that he doesnt seem to understand the seriousness of what he's doing. i've had a few friends that thought it was a good idea to move out of state to live with people that they thought they "loved"....only to end up miserable a month or so later because it just wasn't working out, or they got sick of each other, or felt

[iiiipunkiiii]

that's really sweet of you aaron. I've been trying to get through to him myself. I really wish he would take more time to think about things. although, dont get me wrong I would love to have him here. but I also know what he is giving up and I'm not sure if he will be able to take it. I really hope he can, but I don't know. I think your guys' band is doing so well. I really thought you guys could gte somewhere and if I could, I probably would take back this whole misunderstanding he had with his parents. right now, I'm graduating in January and I plan on moving back then, but alot of things change over a period of 4 months. I really hope jesse will be happy if he is here, although he repeatedly has said he probably wont be for awhile. I will probably be just as miserable. I registered for school today and I was like omg this sucks ass. people here are a bit different, I was walking around and people introduced themsleves to me and helped me by showing me around and all. that was a bit comforting, but I'm smart enough not to forget the

Hey Marielle

[xxveganpolicexx]

There wasn't an e-mail in your profile thing, so I guess I'm stuck using this. Anyway, this is Jeremey, Rachels boy. Unfortunately I never got to meet you, however, I just wanted to wish you the best with everything, so good luck :)

Re: Hey Marielle

[iiiipunkiiii]

hey jeremy, thats really sweet of you. thanks. I hope you and rachel make the best of things. all she did was rave about you and just seeing how happy she was made me smile. we will all meet someday. I will not be a stranger to the 'Cuse. since tomorrows plans are off, we will reschedule. I miss everyone already, and tell rachel that she can be my penpal and we better keep in touch or else! bye

I MISS YOU!!

[meggiebaby]

Moomoo I miss you soooooooo much!!! School on Friday was so horrible without you knowing you were so far away!!! I cried at lunchtime bc I missed you. Don't worry though I'll be okay. How is School going??? Do you liek it? Hows the kitty? What did you name her? Diva says hi to her sister. I miss you guys. I cant come next weekend but I'm gonna aim for the following one to go out. I didn't know you were so unhgappy at your grannie's. I knew you weren't totally getting along but I had no idea how bad it was. Why didn't you talk to me about it? If I had known you were so unhappy I don't think I would have been so... I duno how to explain it... about you leaving. I would have understood better. Well CALL ME!!! SOON!!! NOW!!!! AS SOON AS YOU GET THIS PICK UP THE PHONE AND CALL ME!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!

Re: I MISS YOU!!

[iiiipunkiiii]

aww girlie! I MISS YOU TOO! school is I duno yet. I start monday. people there seem nice. I duno how I'm gonna deal with it though. I bought a frame for the picture of me and you. when I come home I will take lots of pictures. man I love my digi camera. I'm gonna print out the lunch pictures and put them in my locker so I can remember you all. I will call you soon. I've been wicked busy. I miss you tons, and if you can't come up next weekend I might come home. I don't have the 5th or 8th off, I have the 12th and 15th. weird, I know. we will celebrate my birthday when I come back. well, I MISS YOU AGAIN, I will talk to you soon. byeeeeeeee!

*hugs*

[sweetperfection]

awww girl i read what your going through and it breaks my heart..im so sorry it has to hurt so much! *hugs and kisses* if you ever need someone to talk to im here for you!! keep your chin up, things will get better..xoxo Erika

Re: *hugs*

[iiiipunkiiii]

thanks alot erica. I'm just trying to stay positive. things will get better. if I make the best of what I've got I think I will be plenty happy. :)