I was discussing things I regretted today with Pat in auto. I regret what I did to Megan, because that probably would have worked out with less pain than the bullshit Alex put me through.

He said to me, "It's high school, these things never last."
To which I replied, "Yeah, but the memories do."

Look at me and tell me what you see
I am not what you think I am
Too weird to live, too rare to die
Haloed in the headlights of death
Is this Hell disguised as heaven?
Is this death masquerading as life?
So much is said, so little shown
I see no reason, I feel no end

Stitched up like a ragged doll
Wrapped around your naked soul
I am what you know as ( Read more... )

Today's quote?

I'm more immortal than you are!

Just say N.O.

Okay, here's the rundown, I got to work just fine, and gave Josh a CD ( Read more... )

I found something out last night.

Alex was so fucking terrible for me. Until now I had no idea. But now I've learned the truth. The greatest thing in the world is friends who know who you are and love you anyway.

The second greatest thing is $500 Brandy.

The rundown.

4 Shots Vodka
3 Shots Bailey's
2 Shots Kaluha
2 Shots of $500, six year old Brandy

Grand total? 11 Shots of 80-100 proof alcohol.

And I can still type.

Eat my shit.

Proudest moment of my life?

Being thrown out of the moshpit by the skin-heads and then listening to them tell me to calm down. Appearently I was too intense for the Aryan Brotherhood.

You can't stand the heat? Get the fuck out of my kitchen.

You were looking for a way to change your life.
You could not do this on your own.

All the ways you wish you could be, that's me.

I look like you wanna look, I fuck like you wanna fuck, I am smart, capable, and most importantly, I am free in all the ways that you are not.

Got a job. I start tomorrow morning at Vons. 6-2.

MONEY!

Peace!