I had the perfect girlfriend, what could have been the perfect relationship, and I threw it all away. And now she haunts my memories, and consumes my thoughts. When I wake up, she's in my head. When I take a shower she's still there. I go to class, and I write about her. I listen to songs that remind me of times we've shared, and I cry. Like a ( Read more... )

True Story, take time to read if you want. We had to write in detail a story about a moment in our lives. The moment is only 5-10 mins in your life. So here it is ( Read more... )

I'm so sorry.

Hopefully one day things will be alright. Until then I need to work on myself.

Goodbye my friends...

-JustinxCore

Bitches.

-JustinxCore

If I don't get first chair, I'll be pretty upset. I think I deserve it. I've been in the orchestra longer than anyone, and I've put a lot of time into it. I've sacrificed good chairs, for lesser prestige just to help out the orchestra's sound. I'm student conductor for christ sake. It would suck to get my hope up, because some girl moves here this ( Read more... )

New opportunities are being thrown in my face. I like them. Things are going awesome right now ( Read more... )

I want to know what it feels like to be loved again.

I feel like I'm so close, yet so far at the same time.

<3 her forever
-JustinxCore

I feel as if I'm in a dark room with no hope. I feel like hope has fallen, never to get up again ( Read more... )

I'll be leaving in less than five months to begin my bachelor, and master's degree in music education. I think I'll get my master's in performance though. I was accepted to FSU. It feels nice, knowing that my life is going according to plan. I feel blessed ( Read more... )

I'm still waiting for FSU to send me my acceptance letter. Hopefully I'm get it by the end of next week. It's scary knowing I'm not going to see all the people I see everyday in just a few months. I almost feel like I'm leaving them, or betraying them. I can live with not seeing some people. But it's the one's I really care about that I will truly ( Read more... )