i wish that everything he told us on monday night was easier to take in, he all made it sound so simple but when you think about it its just not that simple. its not going to be easy and everyone be happy, and things may happen that im looking forward to, but on the other side theres alot that could happen that im dreading. bleh. im ready for this stuff to be over. im ready to kick ass this weekend.
For me, with soccer, the whole years basically also sucked. I just feel like the one year I actually put in the extra time and effort, the waking up early and training over breaks even the day after christmas, it did not pay off in one way. I made Jv, that sucked. I was only a few players away from being on that stupid ODP team, and I was so proud of myself for making the cut because for me the hardest part is being noticed, and then I go and get discouraged because I didn't start in that scrimmage against the 91s and I didn't think they knew my name, so I did bad. And now we didn't make premiere, we had a horrible season, the teams falling apart, we lost ben. After the Classics elite game though, I just could feel it was all over. I felt like an idiot crying as I walked off the sidelines, but after finding out smitty was going to keep us together, and then that happening, it just doesn't seem fair. I just wanted one thing to go right.
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and I second the asskicking this weekend, I just wish that it could actually do something to help us
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I feel your pain.
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