The days feel like they're going on forever
So, graduation was last night.
I stopped slouching, stood straight up, clapped as loud as I could, and started crying when I saw Caitlin walk to get her diploma. I guess that it was like...it has finally REALLY set in that she's gone now. When Jolis, Alex, and Saranthip got their diplomas, I just had big smiles for them and clapped a bit louder.
It's funny, how a mind prioritizes things, whether it be events, what you want to eat for dinner, or even people.
I find it kind of funny how I put her above everything else, but I don't quite know why.
Some really weird guy and I were sort of arguing over who was announcing the diplomas; it was our principal, but he was like, "Nope, nope, that's the super-intendant," and I was like, "Yeahhhhh...Uhmm. Okay."
Then, I don't know if it was his wife or something, but this lady who was in the same group as that weird guy was, started talking to me.
Lady: You know, this graduation is SOO long. I'm a vice-principal at a high school in Andover, and we do it like...*keeps going on and on*
Kate: *nodding appreciatively, but isn't really listening*
Lady: *still going*
Kate: *...Omg...she talks so much, WHO IS THIS PERSON.*
--A bit later--
Lady: So, what grade are you?
Kate: Uhh.. I'm a junior *swt*
Lady: Oh how wonderful, this will be you next year then, won't it?
Kate: Yeah, I'm kind of nervous
Lady: Are you the oldest in your family?
Kate: Well, I'm an only child so, I suppose so *SWT*
Lady: AH~ Then your graduation will be a really big deal~~ Yep, yep, a really big deal...
--Even later, OUT OF NOWHERE.--
Lady: So, where are you thinking of going after highschool?
Kate: *NOT AGAIN TTATT* Hehe, well, I'm not really sure. I'm thinking of someplace that offers Psychology, but at the same time, I'm interest in art, mostly illustration...
Lady: How nice, yep, you could go off and be like an...Art psychologist~~~
Kate: *WHAT.* Hehehe 8DDDD;;;
Sketchiest like... random intervals of time ever spent at a school function.
After the graduation, I couldn't find anyone at all and I was really nervous that I wouldn't be able to see any of them before they left. I moved away from all the people, and saw Caitlin running off with her sister-in-law. I guess you could say that I panicked and my feet just started moving on their own, and I was running after her. I think she heard my feet, because she turned around right as I jumped at her. I think her sister-in-law was a little bit appalled by it, hahaha.
All of the things that I wanted to say to her sort of disappeared from my head and I just ended up hugging her and crying. All that I got out of me was, "I know, I can't help it" in response to her going, "Aw come now, don't cry, you wuss~~" and "You're out of high school now, huh?" I didn't want to let her go.
I kind of know that once she starts with college, I'll never really see her again. The last I'll see of her will probably be her birthday on the 27th. It hurts so much. I really, really hope that it's just a feeling.
I started crying once I got home again, and cried until I finally fell asleep. I'm ready to start again, haha...
I never found Jolis, Alex, or Saranthip before my mom picked me up.
I've drawn very little lately, and for that I apologize. I always say, "art next post!!" and then never have any to post. Maybe after I get my pop art homework back after Monday, I'll scan that in and post it here.
I haven't really gotten very much sleep lately, and have started seeing spirits all over the place again. I've also developed quite the sore throat and stuffy head.
No sleeping=Seeing spirits=DEFINITELY no sleep=getting sick. Blehhh...
I've been seeing Onions (my kitten who went missing last year; we're pretty sure that he was taken by the coyotes, since that was around the time he was gone) a lot lately. Running up the stairs, jumping onto my bed, walking past my closet door, sleeping in the corner of my room, and sleeping on the top of the couch. Seeing him in all his old usual hangs. But just really fast, and then he's gone.
I really want to get Super Smash Bros. Brawl for the Wii, since -I think- it's out now. Can't wait to play as Pit and waste everybody x3
I probably seem like I'm neglecting everybody's journals, but I promise that I'm not. I just don't ever really know what to say...but I do read everything that you guys write, even if I don't always comment back to you all.
I stopped slouching, stood straight up, clapped as loud as I could, and started crying when I saw Caitlin walk to get her diploma. I guess that it was like...it has finally REALLY set in that she's gone now. When Jolis, Alex, and Saranthip got their diplomas, I just had big smiles for them and clapped a bit louder.
It's funny, how a mind prioritizes things, whether it be events, what you want to eat for dinner, or even people.
I find it kind of funny how I put her above everything else, but I don't quite know why.
Some really weird guy and I were sort of arguing over who was announcing the diplomas; it was our principal, but he was like, "Nope, nope, that's the super-intendant," and I was like, "Yeahhhhh...Uhmm. Okay."
Then, I don't know if it was his wife or something, but this lady who was in the same group as that weird guy was, started talking to me.
Lady: You know, this graduation is SOO long. I'm a vice-principal at a high school in Andover, and we do it like...*keeps going on and on*
Kate: *nodding appreciatively, but isn't really listening*
Lady: *still going*
Kate: *...Omg...she talks so much, WHO IS THIS PERSON.*
--A bit later--
Lady: So, what grade are you?
Kate: Uhh.. I'm a junior *swt*
Lady: Oh how wonderful, this will be you next year then, won't it?
Kate: Yeah, I'm kind of nervous
Lady: Are you the oldest in your family?
Kate: Well, I'm an only child so, I suppose so *SWT*
Lady: AH~ Then your graduation will be a really big deal~~ Yep, yep, a really big deal...
--Even later, OUT OF NOWHERE.--
Lady: So, where are you thinking of going after highschool?
Kate: *NOT AGAIN TTATT* Hehe, well, I'm not really sure. I'm thinking of someplace that offers Psychology, but at the same time, I'm interest in art, mostly illustration...
Lady: How nice, yep, you could go off and be like an...Art psychologist~~~
Kate: *WHAT.* Hehehe 8DDDD;;;
Sketchiest like... random intervals of time ever spent at a school function.
After the graduation, I couldn't find anyone at all and I was really nervous that I wouldn't be able to see any of them before they left. I moved away from all the people, and saw Caitlin running off with her sister-in-law. I guess you could say that I panicked and my feet just started moving on their own, and I was running after her. I think she heard my feet, because she turned around right as I jumped at her. I think her sister-in-law was a little bit appalled by it, hahaha.
All of the things that I wanted to say to her sort of disappeared from my head and I just ended up hugging her and crying. All that I got out of me was, "I know, I can't help it" in response to her going, "Aw come now, don't cry, you wuss~~" and "You're out of high school now, huh?" I didn't want to let her go.
I kind of know that once she starts with college, I'll never really see her again. The last I'll see of her will probably be her birthday on the 27th. It hurts so much. I really, really hope that it's just a feeling.
I started crying once I got home again, and cried until I finally fell asleep. I'm ready to start again, haha...
I never found Jolis, Alex, or Saranthip before my mom picked me up.
I've drawn very little lately, and for that I apologize. I always say, "art next post!!" and then never have any to post. Maybe after I get my pop art homework back after Monday, I'll scan that in and post it here.
I haven't really gotten very much sleep lately, and have started seeing spirits all over the place again. I've also developed quite the sore throat and stuffy head.
No sleeping=Seeing spirits=DEFINITELY no sleep=getting sick. Blehhh...
I've been seeing Onions (my kitten who went missing last year; we're pretty sure that he was taken by the coyotes, since that was around the time he was gone) a lot lately. Running up the stairs, jumping onto my bed, walking past my closet door, sleeping in the corner of my room, and sleeping on the top of the couch. Seeing him in all his old usual hangs. But just really fast, and then he's gone.
I really want to get Super Smash Bros. Brawl for the Wii, since -I think- it's out now. Can't wait to play as Pit and waste everybody x3
I probably seem like I'm neglecting everybody's journals, but I promise that I'm not. I just don't ever really know what to say...but I do read everything that you guys write, even if I don't always comment back to you all.