I had a dream last night. I dreamt that my ex-girlfriend cheated on me with the president of my school. I was terrible hurt. I was running around questioning why they were together. Following that dream, i dreamt that i was soaring through the sky on a board without wings. The scenery was beautiful. i felt so free and happy. That feeling was lost ( Read more... )

I hate her, but i miss her. i miss watching her sleep. i miss her hand touching my face as she sleeps. i miss her breathe caressing my cheek as she sleeps. I miss her legs wrapping around mine when she gets cold. i miss sleeping with her. I miss waiting for her to wake to be able to see her smile when she sees me. However, the thought of her ( Read more... )

One of the most worthless creatures on this Earth is the female mosquito. The female mosquito sucks the life giving blood out of you, then it leaves an itch that is a great burden. The more you scratch it, the worse it gets. My cheating ex-girlfriend is that mosquito.

Every morning i wake up and i replay the time i spent with my cheating ex-girlfriend. i am always wondering if she meant anything that she said. why was she even with me? Was i just a guy that was available at the time? Why didnt she take my proposition to separate when i left the state to go to school? During a phone conversation while i was in ( Read more... )

Sweet words can fill you with happiness and love, but if those words are lies they can be necrotic to the heart. My first and only girlfriend cheated on me. She cheated on me for a long period of time, and I was in denial of all the signs. I cared for her so much that I believed that that feeling was being reciprocated. She sent me bi-weekly ( Read more... )

I have very thoughtful friends. One of them bought me this account. I guess he figures i need to apply metacognition and self-reflection to my daily life. I am a person whom needs a medium for self-reflection. I can sit and say to myself..."self...what kind of person am I?" But in 2 seconds i become distracted with other thoughts..."I need to cut ( Read more... )