I have to replace a battery cable in my car. Its going to be about $250.00 and I wont get it back until tomorrow, Ray is bus bound in the snow tonight until I get the car back in the morning but its one day and then he has his weekend so yes its an inconvenience however its a minor one with a fairly easily solved problem. My shoulders and neck hurt ( Read more... )

I've come to realize that some of the past experiences over the last few years of my life have made me cynical, very cynical.

I dont trust people, even people Ive been friends with for a long time, that comes greatly from thinking my best friends was a real friend when she was not.

I have over acievement issues because Inwas pushed so so so hard to ( Read more... )

F this new level of douce baggery. I knew that Melvin could be stupid, hell sometimes I even expect it from him but his latest bone head stunt goes above and beyond anything I could ever even think of him doing. Part of me understand that his intentions are good hearted but as I told him last night I have stood by him and supported him when no one ( Read more... )

The holidays are over and I can start getting back to normal and getting done all the things I need to I have to buy all my school thinkgs and then I have to get on this wedding stuff, Im angry at the church I wanted because I've place two calls to them asking about talking to someone about setting that up and they wont call back. I have to have it ( Read more... )

Im sad, Im having problems with a good friend and it breaks my heart. I try so hard to be the best friend I can be too him but I feel like I dont know how much more I have left in me concerning him. Ive left friendships before because you can only help someone so much before you get tired of your advice and concern falling on death ears. He wont ( Read more... )

Im looking at getting a new phone along with all the other self improvement stuff im doing. I came to the realization that now with smartphones and such the game has changed and its actually really complicated trying to find a phone and meet the requirements as far as the internet plan goes Ive heard $10 a month all the way to like $100 a month its ( Read more... )

Im tired of people being fake, its sad why do it? They put on these phonny smiles and faulse attituted because they think thats what people want or they do it for attention. If its for attention find something else that makes stand out something positive not something done purely for the "shock value" of it ( Read more... )

Long and glad that its all over! Ray celebreated solstice and then began the process of going insane on our christmas tree with lights and candycanes. Blinking and flashing and chasing lights its been driving the cat crazy lol. On Christmas we made the rounds to all the family, I did the morning with mine, the afternoon with his mom and then he had ( Read more... )

I talked to an ex of mine again today, it was a nice convorsation. I found out a few things that I suspected but didnt know for sure that he confirmed for me. I didnt get to take the walk today that I wanted to but I was pretty busy running around. At this point in my day Im greatly looking forward to taking my pill, reading, and going to sleep.

I need to finish Christmas shopping, Its really just Jon and the three amigos that I have to shop for. Ray gave me an early christmas present becasue we cant be together for the holiday, I might give him one but I dont know yet, I dont have alot of money so this shopping has been really really hard. I might get Brian a plant for his apartment, ( Read more... )