I love skateboarding, but I kindof suck at it.

I've been drawing a lot of stuff lately. Cartoony-style. I drew Siedend, Sol, Yote, Raven, Kitara, Wild, Fury, Levi, Mazakai, and a few others. I know I drew some characters that belong to people that hate me so I hope they won't be mad at me for it. I just happened to have people's refs n stuff. Yep.

I'm tired. ._.

I feel bad all the time. I want people to know me and love me and be mine. Favor me. But nobody ever does. I want someone to miss me and do whatever it takes to be near me again. I want to be craved, not avoided.

But I'm distasteful and people don't like me. Especially the people I love.

I love you.

I'm not "jealous" or mad at any of the people who are on Art staff now. Luckily I get along with them pretty well. Very well, actually. All of them. They're my friends. BUT I have my reasons for being upset for not being on the team myself. I've been told things that make me feel like I'm on all of the other admins' shit list. I've heard rumors ( Read more... )

I'm leaving the internet for a while.

Bye fuckers. I love some of you but I hate most of you.

(this has nothing to do with my last update.)

Yey I'm working! money! :}

Well I'm not doing what I'm supposed to be doing right at this very moment but you get it.

...YEY. ^_^

I feel bad. I feel bad most of the time. I drew myself. I drew how I felt about not being in WA. I drew how I felt about most people.

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& that's all I have to say about that.

I haven't drank since I said I was straightedge. I've had like a dozen chances. It happens when you're constantly around (and living with) alcoholics. I'm proud of myself ( Read more... )

I feel good ( Read more... )