Balloon
Balloon (Angst)
Three years ago... It has been that long since I've moved on. Well, that's what I thought until you showed up once again. Ne, Koki, how did you find me? I transferred far away from you in order to avoid the pain, to forget everything.
“Are you serious?” I shouted at you that time, but all you could do was just turn your head down. It actually hurt more when you didn’t deny it. You were really cheating on me and not just once.
I asked you, “Tell me, Koki, are you really serious about this? About us?”
I would have forgiven you if you answered yes, but you remained silent. I just had to let go...
And now you’re here holding my hand once again. It's like I'm a child who lost his balloon that I held so much dearly and the reason for my loss was because you took the hand where I was holding it. Yes, like that balloon was my pride that I let go of when you appeared that day.
“Tanaka Koki...” I blurt out the name when I accidentally saw you. I wanted to run away and hide, but why was a part of me actually wanted to talk to you? Why did I continue to walk towards you although I’ve spent years to forget everything about you? And of course, you’d notice me.
And the next thing I knew you were already in front of me, holding my hands, crying and asking for forgiveness. I just nodded and we got together once again. At that moment, that was the time when I lost my balloon.
You hurt me a lot, yet I still waited for you and have still always loved you despite the unforgivable thing that you’ve done. So, tell me, is this a happy ending?
My Everything
My Everything (Fluff)
Yuichi has just walked in their room after taking a shower. Koki was already lying down on the bed staring at the ceiling giggling like an idiot.
"What's funny about the ceiling?" Yuichi asked while getting some change of clothes in his drawer.
Koki just giggled more, "Do you really want to know?" he asked and now sitting down and grinning at his lover.
Yuichi started to get suspicious and he doesn't really know if he should let other say it or just left it unsaid. "If it's not good, then just shut up." He abruptly said and lied down on the bed with his back turned on Koki to get some sleep.
"Come on, why don't you just force me?" Koki whined, but the other didn't really mind him. He was getting pissed at how Yuichi was ignoring him totally. So, he decided to switch places on where Yuichi is facing, and since there wasn't much space, he embraced his lover to not fall. He poked the other's cheek, "Ne, are you really sleeping?" but the other just remained silent. "Mou~ fine, I'll tell you now why. It's just because I realized how much you mean to me. And I am really lucky how someone like you is actually mine. You're just... everything." And he leaned his forehead on Yuichi's and embracing him more tightly. "Come on now, I know you heard me."
"Tss. You should have shut up. It's actually embarrassing and I don't know what to say." Yuichi said with his eyes closed.
"You can just say those three words, eight letters." Koki smiled though he knows the other can't see it.
"I... hate you! Come on, let's just get some sleep!" Yuichi snapped and turned his back again on Koki. And he gave enough space for Koki now. "And I don't really mean what I just said. I mean... I love you." And he covered himself with his pillow.
Koki laughed. He wanted to say he's cute, but he knows the other won't be happy about it. And he just decided to have a peaceful sleep with his one and only.
A/N: I was going to write another crack drabble to at least don’t waste the spaces in an entry. Lol but my mood is suuuuuper low that I can’t think of a good one. So, it ended up with just that! HAHAHAHA I miss you TaNakamaru. I miss you KAT-TUN! HAHAHAHAHA