I am absolutely not ready to leave ( Read more... )

Why can't people appreciate life????????????????????

I feel like I do not have a real goal from going to college; yes I am going to "learn" and "have the best years of my llife or some shit like that, but what is going to be the end result? It is going to be some job or career? Is it going to be earning more or finding a career that I would enjoy---what do I enjoy ( Read more... )

* FEELING VAIN AND ANGSTY ( Read more... )

My fees have finally been payed. I am very pleased at that/

My mom is not making it easy; a day does not pass by that she reminds me how much I will miss her; she says i will call crying home and all that cal; maybe I will, but maybe i won't ( Read more... )

Well things have been somewhat better due to the absence of a particular individual. I have realized that I have 25 days left at home before going to berkeley.

nothing much to write about.

i am hungry

Two and a half days of being a refugee was so much fun. Mexicali is so dirty, different, and interesting; what an atmosphere; it is very suprising how a man made barrier--aka the US/Mexican Border-- can create such a difference in living; the cities do not die at 10pm; people find pleasure in being outside of their homes talking to on another; ( Read more... )

The true reason I have been neglecting livejournal is because I have nothing positive to write about. The short lived feelings of happiness--yes, even this sad reality they do come in times-- have been blotted out by reality. Luckily, I do have something positive to write about; I ate sushi for the first time and it was delicious ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking special and I don't belong here.