sorry i didn't stay over and then didn't help you clean the next morning. and i'm sorry you were so drunk. i hope the hangover wasn't that bad. i think you're beautiful, so you should shut up.
Why should you be sorry? I was going through one of my "I feel ugly" days, but other than that, being drunk wasn't bad. Didn't have a hangover, just felt like I'd been overexerting myself the night before, which is true... in a way. S'ok you didn't stay over, I was just hoping for a breakfast with friends in the morning, but Charlie, Christina, Jen and you all went home.. So it was gonna be empty in the house anyway. Call me this week, Heather said she has wine and dinner, and I'm up for that.
yeah guys let me know what is up? I have plans for tonight and I think the family is back home on Friday so Wednesday or Thursday are probably the best for me.
It's okay. I understand in one way, and in another, I'm a little pissed off, for the following reasons.
1. It seems that, for you, it's okay to bash one of my friends repeatedly in your journal, and for me to take it with grace (to a point) and to understand where it's coming from and be accepting of it. But I guess it's not okay for me to make casual mention of who was at my house the other night, this involves you removing me from your contact... that seems hypocritical to me.
2. I always like to maintain friendship, or aquaintance-ship, with people I think well of, and I'm sorry that it can't be in this instance.
3. You are still friends with Heather who, by the way, maintains much more contact with Jane than I do, seeing as she lives right next door to her.
you can make casual mention of whoever you want, i'm just not going to read it. it's alright if you want to hate me...i pretty much accepted that as an eventuality. it's only the natural order of things, and you are being a good friend to jane by defending her.
there can be no peace with her. there is no smoothing things over, and time will heal nothing. what happened will never EVER be alright. and part of that means that I can't be friends with her friends, even if they're pretty cool (which i think you are).
you understand this instinctually...i'm pissing you off by bitching about jane and every time you mention jane i feel hurt. so i'm making this easier for everybody. I'm leaving a nasty message for jane and that will be last you'll hear from me.
I don't hate you and I'm not defending anyone. I didn't want to be made a part of this and I never tried to smooth things over between either of you. If you can't deal with your problems with someone else and not allow them to pervade your interactions with other people, then that's your deal... just don't involve me or my journal for the drama.
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sorry i didn't stay over and then didn't help you clean the next morning. and i'm sorry you were so drunk. i hope the hangover wasn't that bad. i think you're beautiful, so you should shut up.
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jane.
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1. It seems that, for you, it's okay to bash one of my friends repeatedly in your journal, and for me to take it with grace (to a point) and to understand where it's coming from and be accepting of it. But I guess it's not okay for me to make casual mention of who was at my house the other night, this involves you removing me from your contact... that seems hypocritical to me.
2. I always like to maintain friendship, or aquaintance-ship, with people I think well of, and I'm sorry that it can't be in this instance.
3. You are still friends with Heather who, by the way, maintains much more contact with Jane than I do, seeing as she lives right next door to her.
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there can be no peace with her. there is no smoothing things over, and time will heal nothing. what happened will never EVER be alright. and part of that means that I can't be friends with her friends, even if they're pretty cool (which i think you are).
you understand this instinctually...i'm pissing you off by bitching about jane and every time you mention jane i feel hurt. so i'm making this easier for everybody. I'm leaving a nasty message for jane and that will be last you'll hear from me.
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