Hey, you were right
Named a star for your eyes
DId you freeze? Did you weep?
Turn to gold, baby sleep.

(Just some lyrics I like.)

"To touch is to heal, to hurt is to steal ( Read more... )

I know my other post was pretty general and depressive.

I just wanted to point out that the following people are the cracks of light that keep me going:

Charlie
Denise
Heather
Jane
Stan
Christina
Shannon
Becky
My Grandmother
Zia

I apologize to you guys, if you felt generalized into that mess by what I said. I didn't mean you.

The poem I tried to post the other day got all jumbled and bunched together somehow... So, I deleted that post and fixed it. Here it goes.

In the blue stone, surprising to see ( Read more... )

Tonight became another in a series of long, cold showers. The summer heat is settling into my muscles and turning my skin a rosy pink that disgusts me. Is this what it's like to be twenty? Simultaneously trying to live like an adult and being too fucking broke to move out of your parents house. Taking to secret rendevous underneath the sheets ( Read more... )

A few thoughts about the most recent of events:

1. President Bush using the bombing of the London Underground to justify his war on terror. While people die in London, Iraq and Afghanistan... President Bush sits cozy in some office in Scotland meddling with the affairs of Africa. (More on this later) He commends Prime Minister Blair on his strong ( Read more... )

A wise woman once said....

Rip everything down. Blow up the foundations. Tear down all the walls. Then hope for the best.

That woman is me, and that's exactly what I'm doing.

Does anyone else besides me remember that show at Dumba a few years ago? Beer Garden played and everyone was smashed full of alcohol, as always. Right in the middle of Beer Garden's set the lights went out and Dan started playing Reggae. Everyone was dancing in the dark, alcohol perspiring out of their pores, laughing and singing along "I think ( Read more... )

The golden moon smiled at me and I stared out of windows at a windy summer night, the air hanging thick above pedestrians heads. I tried to think of everything as one, and to begin seeing myself in everything and everything in myself. I fucked up though. I started only to see the bad things in myself, and none of the good ( Read more... )

There's an apartment in Queens opening up in September. It's two bedrooms for 750 per month. The gas is free but the electricity isn't. The whole place is wired for digital cable, etc. So, I want to take it in the fall, but, I need a roomate. I wouldn't expect anything more than someone who is up for splitting the bills down the middle and who ( Read more... )