Just left a straight club with my girls and I must say that some boys, excuse me men, where polite and fun to dance with I miss my girls. I miss the soft touch and caress that comes with a woman's touch. I guess am lonely but while some, only some, of the straight boys are fun. Please excuse any miss spellings or just any stupidness in this post. ( Read more... )

My head hurts and I'm not sure where I can place the blame. Granted I'm not taking care of my body like I should be but I never did so I don't blame that. I would like to blame work. Someone at work pulled the fire alarm. He says it was an accident and I packed him when the guys in charge came to speak to us. Then someone else told me "Read my lips ( Read more... )

It's over!!!!!!!!!!!! After almost four years its finally over. Yay!!! Yesterday something ended for me. This thing had/has changed the focus of my life. For four years when it wasn't at the forefront of my mind and day it was always at the back of my mind and subconsciously guiding my actions. Today was the first full day that I was able to live ( Read more... )

I am in lust!!!I have been lusting after this woman for two years now and it has to stop. The reason I need it to stop is because she is engaged to some guy. I respect relationships so no chance of trying to find out if the lust is completely one sided. Damn. Damn. Damn.

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