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[iknosomething]

so...i don't know about this whole college thing. i love the people here, and i really like the majority of the classes i am taking. BUT: i'm not doing as well as i should be, and i feel like i am wasting money. i don't know what i want to do for a degree, and i don't know where i am going. i know where i am happiest, and right now thats at work. i

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[lalapolooza]

Oh Andrew. I've started to get very anxious over the course of the past semester as I have realized that a) I need to take out another loan, b) I am most likely gong to run out of money next semester, and c) that I may have to be in school longer than 4 years to evn get an undergrad degree because of all the time I'm wasting deciding on a degree. But I've also realized how indecisive I am and how much I need a little anxiety to scare me into making choices about things that I otherwise would have deffered my decision on. I think you're largely the same way--you don't know what you want but often ignore things until you are forced to deal with them. Maybe you don't need more time (working in l-town) to figure things out; you just need to be forced into deciding.