damn it, I need a job ( Read more... )

welllll today ( Read more... )

I think I am gaining a deeper connection to energy. Things are looking up, somehow. I am in love, for real this time. I love everything about Chris. I love working with him, I don't just want to *know* him but be a part of him. I want him to be a part of me ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is the Super Bowl ( Read more... )

Talking to people... it seems like I can relate a lot to totally different people. A good thing, yes? Yes. In some ways. I can intuitively know what another person is saying and look at the world as they look at it. I'm pretty good at doing this, I can communicate effectively and exchange insight with people on all sorts of different levels ( Read more... )

today Chris O and I started our "dancing/grappling" exercises, in which I basically learn to read signals from tactile cues given as in dancing. we just basically do box stepping, with Chris O leading and me following, "reading" his nonverbal cues and sensing where his weight is at any given moment. It's a frustrating exercise for me, because I ( Read more... )

wow, who knew that one person could go from an all time low to an all time high in such a short time ( Read more... )

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I just wanted to record an especially weird dream I had last night ( Read more... )