I'm Sick of Breaking Up [2/2]
Title: I'm Sick of Breaking Up
Author: ilamby
Pairing: Dooseob, Junseung, Kiwoon
Chapter: 2/2
Summary: Kikwang tried to help Yoseob to get Doojoon back but he ended up breaking up with Dongwoon. Hyunseung was still trying to find Junhyung, who left him with the help of Kikwang.
I'm Sick of Breaking
‘You made up with Dongwoon? That’s good to hear.’ Yoseob said to Kikwang as they were gathering up their things after class.
‘Yup.’
‘How did you do it?’
‘Meaning please?’
‘How did you get Dongwoon to fall for you again? Did you seduce him, get him to rape you?’ Yoseob snickered as he knew those were the words Kikwang advised him to do the last time he had a fight with Doojoon.
‘Nope, even better.’ Kikwang smirked.
‘Even better? What did you do?’ Yoseob asked.
‘You should ask what Dongwoon did.’ Kikwang smirked even more.
‘What did he do?’ Yoseob frowned.
‘He got me pregnant.’
‘What?!’
Kikwang just laughed and left Yoseob who was still jaw dropped. It will take any hour for Yoseob to realize that it was all a joke.
*****
Finally, the day of the dance competition arrived. They already at the competition, waiting for it to start.
‘You sure about this, hyung?’ Kikwang asked, concerned about something.
‘Of course I’m sure.’ Hyunseung said, tying his shoe lace.
Kikwang scratched his head before excusing himself for some fresh air.
Hyunseung sat on the chair, his head was down and memories started to flow into his mind.
‘Babe, you’re so pretty.’ Junhyung smiled to the older boy, with his hands wrapped Hyunseung’s waist.
‘Don’t make me blush.’ Hyunseung flushed and hit Junhyung’s hand slightly.
‘I’m not. I’m just telling the truth.’ Junhyung smirked to see Hyunseung was blushing so hard.
‘How long are we gonna stand like this?’ Hyunseung asked as they were in a position where Junhyung was holding Hyunseung’s waist and Hyunseung’s arm were on Junhyung’s chest.
‘As long as I could see your beautiful face.’ Junhyung smiled and caressed his face.
‘You’re so pretty you know that.’ Junhyung kept on staring at him.
‘Stop it would you? You’re gonna make me blush even more.’ Hyunseung said and looked away from Junhyung, hiding his red face.
‘Aww, but you know how much I like to stare your face. Plus you’re the cutest when you blush, babe.’
Junhyung just smiled as he tilted Hyunseung’s face from looking down and kissed him softly. Then they found themselves on bed.
Junhyung was still staring at Hyunseung and caressing the older hair, who was lying beside him.
‘Junnie-ah.’
‘Yes babe?’
‘Why you like to stare me so much?’ Hyunseung asked him, as he moved closer to Junhyung just to let Junhyung hugged him.
‘Because you’re pretty.’ Junhyung simply answered that.
‘There must be more than that.’ Hyunseung pouted.
‘Only that reason babe, now go to sleep already. You have class tomorrow right?’
Hyunseung just nodded against Junhyung’s chest.
‘Sleep with me?’ He asked the younger boy.
‘Of course Seungie, I’ll accompany you till the morning.’ Junhyung placed a kiss on his head.
Hyunseung smiled and cuddled to Junhyung before closing his eyes and not less than 5 minutes he already drifted into the dreamland.
If Hyunseung knew there were tears trying to escape Junhyung’s eyes that night he will not sleep. If he knew those sweet words were the last words that he will hear from Junhyung, he will kiss Junhyung more than once that night. If Hyunseung knew the real reason why he was staring him so much that night, he will manage to stop Junhyung from leaving him.
The next morning, Hyunseung couldn’t find Junhyung anywhere. The only thing he found was a note on the table,
Hyunseung,
I’m sorry. Goodbye, forever.
Junhyung
Hyunseung bit his lips, holding back his tears from falling down. It was hard for him. Junhyung only left that, and for the past two months, he never meets Junhyung ever again. He wanted to find him again. He needed to talk to him. He have to make Junhyung his again.
Not long after that, Kikwang suddenly darted into the waiting room, making Hyunseung flinched.
‘Hyung, we found him.’ Kikwang’s voice shocked Hyunseung.
He knew who he was referring to when Kikwang mentioned ‘him’.
‘We found Junhyung.’ Kikwang said again. ‘Come on hyung, you need to meet him.’
‘I can’t’ Hyunseung looked down. ‘We still have the dance competition.’
Kikwang suddenly was on his top.
‘Seung, how can you even think about that now?! For two months you were looking for Junhyung, and now we found him. Two months are not a short period. Don’t let this chance slip away.’
Hyunseung couldn’t say a word.
‘You love him, right? So what are you waiting for?! This damn competition is not important compare to Junhyung.’
Kikwang’s words were useless as it didn’t received any respond from the older. Kikwang just sighed, disappointed actually. He decided to leave Hyunseung alone. But just the moment he wanted to touch the door knob, Hyunseung said,
‘Take me to him.’
*****
It was not what Hyunseung thought all this time. Now, Hyunseung was on his knees, tears started to flow on his cheeks as his eyes were on someone who was sitting on a chair not far from his spot.
Doojoon patted Hyunseung’s shoulder and said,
‘Sorry, about this. I should have told you earlier.’
Hyunseung tried to wipe his tears although tears couldn’t stop dripping to the ground. He slowly stood up and said,
‘What am I doing here? I should be beside him right?’ Hyunseung just smiled, a weak smile.
Doojoon just looked down as Hyunseung walked towards that someone.
That someone was no other than Junhyung. At last Hyunseung was standing in front of Junhyung, who was holding a white cane. He didn’t say a word.
Junhyung could feel the presence of someone in front of him. He didn’t know who it was at first, but he recognized something. It was Hyunseung’s scent.
‘Seungie?’ Junhyung asked.
Hyunseung couldn’t hold back his tears when he heard Junhyung said his name. Junhyung could hear Hyunseung was crying.
‘Hey, what’s wrong?’
‘You stupid!’ Hyunseung cried even more. ‘How could you not tell me this and left me?!’
‘Tell you what? Tell you that I’m gonna be blind soon and destroy your life?’
‘What’s wrong with telling me that? Do you think I’ll stop loving you because of this? You don’t know how much it hurts me when you left me.’
‘I don’t and I don’t want to know.’
‘But why?’ Hyunseung clenched his fist.
‘Because a blind man like me doesn’t deserve to be love by someone perfect like you.’
‘Please Junhyung, don’t say like that. I still gonna love you no matter what.’ Hyunseung was still crying.
‘Hey, save up your tears, you should use it when you really need it, don’t use it up for someone like me.’ Junhyung just smiled at him, standing up and he walked away by the help of the cane.
But just before he walked Hyunseung said,
‘I won’t give up.’ He made his mind. ‘I’ll make you love me again. You can push me a million times if you want but I won’t leave your side Junnie.’
‘Do as you wish, Jang Hyunseung.’ Junhyung knew he couldn’t argue with Hyunseung.
Starting from that day, Hyunseung came to see Junhyung at his private house, helping him. He kept Junhyung’s house clean. He made sure Junhyung took his medicine in time. He kept Junhyung accompany.
Although Junhyung ignored him when Hyunseung tried to make a conversation with him, Hyunseung still talked to him. Even though Junhyung always refuses help, Hyunseung will still help him.
‘Seung-ah, where are you?’ Junhyung was searching for Hyunseung, who excused himself to take something in Junhyung’s room a few minutes ago.
But there were no answer. When Junhyung bumped at the bed, his hand accidentally touched something. It was soft. Junhyung curved up a smile because he knew the soft thing was Hyunseung’s cheek. Hyunseung fell asleep on his bed just like he always does.
Without his consent, he started stroking his hair.
‘You don’t know how much I miss touching you, staring at you, kissing you.’
‘Then why stop?’
Junhyung flinched to hear the voice. It was Hyunsueng’s voice for sure. His hand stopped caressing his hair.
‘I thought you’re asleep.’
‘I did, but I woke up.’ Hyunseung said.
Junhyung just stayed silent and tried to go away but Hyunseung grabbed his hand and uttered,
‘You didn’t answer my question yet.’
‘There’s nothing to answer.’
‘If you really want me, why are you pushing me away?’
‘Because that’s the best for us.’
‘For us? The best for you, but not for me! It’s not fair,Junnie. We really love each other so much. Why are we like this? Where is the Junhyung who said he can’t live without me? Where is the Junhyung that said you won’t let me go.’
‘He’s dead already.’
Hyunseung suddenly pulled Junhyung hard enough to make him lay on the bed. Without a warning, Hyunseung kissed him.
‘What are you doing?’ Junhyung pushed Hyunseung.
‘I’m gonna make you love me again.’ He said before sealing their lips again and this time he kissed him so hard.
Junhyung couldn’t resist him any longer. He was holding back himself all this time. But now, he really missed Hyunseung so much already.
Junhyung pulled Hyunseung towards him, to deepen the kiss. Hyunseung was shocked that Junhyung actually responded. When they broke the kiss, Hyunseung asked,
‘So you love me again now?’
‘Who say I stop loving you?’ Junhyung smiled before hugging the older boy. ‘ I love you Hyunseung, I always do.’
END
A/N ; Finish~ It took me two days to finish this. Well this will be my last fic for time being. I'll be on hiatus for four months TTT.TTT Exam is coming up, so I have to concentrate on my studies. I'll miss writing at lj for sure>.< I hope you guys enjoy this one-shot^^ And as for i-innocent, sorry baby, I know you requested a fluff dooseob from me, but it ended up to be dooseob, junseung and kiwoon. I hope you don't mind.
Author: ilamby
Pairing: Dooseob, Junseung, Kiwoon
Chapter: 2/2
Summary: Kikwang tried to help Yoseob to get Doojoon back but he ended up breaking up with Dongwoon. Hyunseung was still trying to find Junhyung, who left him with the help of Kikwang.
I'm Sick of Breaking
‘You made up with Dongwoon? That’s good to hear.’ Yoseob said to Kikwang as they were gathering up their things after class.
‘Yup.’
‘How did you do it?’
‘Meaning please?’
‘How did you get Dongwoon to fall for you again? Did you seduce him, get him to rape you?’ Yoseob snickered as he knew those were the words Kikwang advised him to do the last time he had a fight with Doojoon.
‘Nope, even better.’ Kikwang smirked.
‘Even better? What did you do?’ Yoseob asked.
‘You should ask what Dongwoon did.’ Kikwang smirked even more.
‘What did he do?’ Yoseob frowned.
‘He got me pregnant.’
‘What?!’
Kikwang just laughed and left Yoseob who was still jaw dropped. It will take any hour for Yoseob to realize that it was all a joke.
*****
Finally, the day of the dance competition arrived. They already at the competition, waiting for it to start.
‘You sure about this, hyung?’ Kikwang asked, concerned about something.
‘Of course I’m sure.’ Hyunseung said, tying his shoe lace.
Kikwang scratched his head before excusing himself for some fresh air.
Hyunseung sat on the chair, his head was down and memories started to flow into his mind.
‘Babe, you’re so pretty.’ Junhyung smiled to the older boy, with his hands wrapped Hyunseung’s waist.
‘Don’t make me blush.’ Hyunseung flushed and hit Junhyung’s hand slightly.
‘I’m not. I’m just telling the truth.’ Junhyung smirked to see Hyunseung was blushing so hard.
‘How long are we gonna stand like this?’ Hyunseung asked as they were in a position where Junhyung was holding Hyunseung’s waist and Hyunseung’s arm were on Junhyung’s chest.
‘As long as I could see your beautiful face.’ Junhyung smiled and caressed his face.
‘You’re so pretty you know that.’ Junhyung kept on staring at him.
‘Stop it would you? You’re gonna make me blush even more.’ Hyunseung said and looked away from Junhyung, hiding his red face.
‘Aww, but you know how much I like to stare your face. Plus you’re the cutest when you blush, babe.’
Junhyung just smiled as he tilted Hyunseung’s face from looking down and kissed him softly. Then they found themselves on bed.
Junhyung was still staring at Hyunseung and caressing the older hair, who was lying beside him.
‘Junnie-ah.’
‘Yes babe?’
‘Why you like to stare me so much?’ Hyunseung asked him, as he moved closer to Junhyung just to let Junhyung hugged him.
‘Because you’re pretty.’ Junhyung simply answered that.
‘There must be more than that.’ Hyunseung pouted.
‘Only that reason babe, now go to sleep already. You have class tomorrow right?’
Hyunseung just nodded against Junhyung’s chest.
‘Sleep with me?’ He asked the younger boy.
‘Of course Seungie, I’ll accompany you till the morning.’ Junhyung placed a kiss on his head.
Hyunseung smiled and cuddled to Junhyung before closing his eyes and not less than 5 minutes he already drifted into the dreamland.
If Hyunseung knew there were tears trying to escape Junhyung’s eyes that night he will not sleep. If he knew those sweet words were the last words that he will hear from Junhyung, he will kiss Junhyung more than once that night. If Hyunseung knew the real reason why he was staring him so much that night, he will manage to stop Junhyung from leaving him.
The next morning, Hyunseung couldn’t find Junhyung anywhere. The only thing he found was a note on the table,
Hyunseung,
I’m sorry. Goodbye, forever.
Junhyung
Hyunseung bit his lips, holding back his tears from falling down. It was hard for him. Junhyung only left that, and for the past two months, he never meets Junhyung ever again. He wanted to find him again. He needed to talk to him. He have to make Junhyung his again.
Not long after that, Kikwang suddenly darted into the waiting room, making Hyunseung flinched.
‘Hyung, we found him.’ Kikwang’s voice shocked Hyunseung.
He knew who he was referring to when Kikwang mentioned ‘him’.
‘We found Junhyung.’ Kikwang said again. ‘Come on hyung, you need to meet him.’
‘I can’t’ Hyunseung looked down. ‘We still have the dance competition.’
Kikwang suddenly was on his top.
‘Seung, how can you even think about that now?! For two months you were looking for Junhyung, and now we found him. Two months are not a short period. Don’t let this chance slip away.’
Hyunseung couldn’t say a word.
‘You love him, right? So what are you waiting for?! This damn competition is not important compare to Junhyung.’
Kikwang’s words were useless as it didn’t received any respond from the older. Kikwang just sighed, disappointed actually. He decided to leave Hyunseung alone. But just the moment he wanted to touch the door knob, Hyunseung said,
‘Take me to him.’
*****
It was not what Hyunseung thought all this time. Now, Hyunseung was on his knees, tears started to flow on his cheeks as his eyes were on someone who was sitting on a chair not far from his spot.
Doojoon patted Hyunseung’s shoulder and said,
‘Sorry, about this. I should have told you earlier.’
Hyunseung tried to wipe his tears although tears couldn’t stop dripping to the ground. He slowly stood up and said,
‘What am I doing here? I should be beside him right?’ Hyunseung just smiled, a weak smile.
Doojoon just looked down as Hyunseung walked towards that someone.
That someone was no other than Junhyung. At last Hyunseung was standing in front of Junhyung, who was holding a white cane. He didn’t say a word.
Junhyung could feel the presence of someone in front of him. He didn’t know who it was at first, but he recognized something. It was Hyunseung’s scent.
‘Seungie?’ Junhyung asked.
Hyunseung couldn’t hold back his tears when he heard Junhyung said his name. Junhyung could hear Hyunseung was crying.
‘Hey, what’s wrong?’
‘You stupid!’ Hyunseung cried even more. ‘How could you not tell me this and left me?!’
‘Tell you what? Tell you that I’m gonna be blind soon and destroy your life?’
‘What’s wrong with telling me that? Do you think I’ll stop loving you because of this? You don’t know how much it hurts me when you left me.’
‘I don’t and I don’t want to know.’
‘But why?’ Hyunseung clenched his fist.
‘Because a blind man like me doesn’t deserve to be love by someone perfect like you.’
‘Please Junhyung, don’t say like that. I still gonna love you no matter what.’ Hyunseung was still crying.
‘Hey, save up your tears, you should use it when you really need it, don’t use it up for someone like me.’ Junhyung just smiled at him, standing up and he walked away by the help of the cane.
But just before he walked Hyunseung said,
‘I won’t give up.’ He made his mind. ‘I’ll make you love me again. You can push me a million times if you want but I won’t leave your side Junnie.’
‘Do as you wish, Jang Hyunseung.’ Junhyung knew he couldn’t argue with Hyunseung.
Starting from that day, Hyunseung came to see Junhyung at his private house, helping him. He kept Junhyung’s house clean. He made sure Junhyung took his medicine in time. He kept Junhyung accompany.
Although Junhyung ignored him when Hyunseung tried to make a conversation with him, Hyunseung still talked to him. Even though Junhyung always refuses help, Hyunseung will still help him.
‘Seung-ah, where are you?’ Junhyung was searching for Hyunseung, who excused himself to take something in Junhyung’s room a few minutes ago.
But there were no answer. When Junhyung bumped at the bed, his hand accidentally touched something. It was soft. Junhyung curved up a smile because he knew the soft thing was Hyunseung’s cheek. Hyunseung fell asleep on his bed just like he always does.
Without his consent, he started stroking his hair.
‘You don’t know how much I miss touching you, staring at you, kissing you.’
‘Then why stop?’
Junhyung flinched to hear the voice. It was Hyunsueng’s voice for sure. His hand stopped caressing his hair.
‘I thought you’re asleep.’
‘I did, but I woke up.’ Hyunseung said.
Junhyung just stayed silent and tried to go away but Hyunseung grabbed his hand and uttered,
‘You didn’t answer my question yet.’
‘There’s nothing to answer.’
‘If you really want me, why are you pushing me away?’
‘Because that’s the best for us.’
‘For us? The best for you, but not for me! It’s not fair,Junnie. We really love each other so much. Why are we like this? Where is the Junhyung who said he can’t live without me? Where is the Junhyung that said you won’t let me go.’
‘He’s dead already.’
Hyunseung suddenly pulled Junhyung hard enough to make him lay on the bed. Without a warning, Hyunseung kissed him.
‘What are you doing?’ Junhyung pushed Hyunseung.
‘I’m gonna make you love me again.’ He said before sealing their lips again and this time he kissed him so hard.
Junhyung couldn’t resist him any longer. He was holding back himself all this time. But now, he really missed Hyunseung so much already.
Junhyung pulled Hyunseung towards him, to deepen the kiss. Hyunseung was shocked that Junhyung actually responded. When they broke the kiss, Hyunseung asked,
‘So you love me again now?’
‘Who say I stop loving you?’ Junhyung smiled before hugging the older boy. ‘ I love you Hyunseung, I always do.’
END
A/N ; Finish~ It took me two days to finish this. Well this will be my last fic for time being. I'll be on hiatus for four months TTT.TTT Exam is coming up, so I have to concentrate on my studies. I'll miss writing at lj for sure>.< I hope you guys enjoy this one-shot^^ And as for i-innocent, sorry baby, I know you requested a fluff dooseob from me, but it ended up to be dooseob, junseung and kiwoon. I hope you don't mind.