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Hi
Thanks for stopping by today. I was actually quite surprise to see you. I guess why should I have been? But nonetheless I was. You looked the same. As handsome as you always have been. "I just wanted to say hi" you told me as I replied back with a short hey in return. Did you want to tell me more? You waited for more. I wanted to say more like I ( Read more... ) -
What next?
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I'm having a hard day
Today has been tough for me. I'm unbelievably unsettled and I think it's because of the tornado that ripped through Tuscaloosa. I feel so far away and I think my past is sort of creeping into my present. When I left Tuscaloosa....I left. For good. But I know me. I can't leave ANYTHING behind. I have such a hard time with letting go and ( Read more... ) -
Did I really just do that??
So I started the conversation about coaching in Johannesburg, SA. I emailed the director, he emailed back, and I began that conversation/simple interview process ( Read more... ) -
DANGER DANGER : too much down time, DANGER
So....by the frequency of my posts it's apparent that I really cannot be left alone by myself for this long. I am now formulating plans on moving to Johannesburg, SA and ohmygod...what next.
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im sad today
With all this unnecessary talk of Valentine's day...I can feel myself getting mopey. I just picture Jason with his friends and really not thinking much about it. Its not that we were really intense about the day..its just that after six years....you'd tjinkhe miss me us something. And he may...but not enough to reach out. And really at this ( Read more... ) -
Nevermind. I don't wanna finish
I said I'd write more later, but I don't feel like it any more. Those were the main hi-lights of my trip home. I did have a mud rindin, pistol shootin' day with Megan and her b/f. That's what threw me for a loop and really got me in a weird mood. I miss those stupid things. Not that I was really that into it, but it was JASON. So for a long ( Read more... ) -
Ah, BITCH. Maybe I do need a man, but ONLY FOR A SECOND.
The second I hit the pot hole I KNEW I was fucked. I held my breath for about 3 seconds when alarms stating going off in my car and my low tire pressure light kicked on. This was after I had felt the flutter of the wheel sending a shudder through my steering wheel. (unintentional rhyme there ( Read more... ) -
Dear Self,
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Jason dream...AGAIN...
At least I woke up like...wait...I was dreaming about something that made me wake up in a difficult mood, but what was it? And then I had to remember it an hour or so later. So at least it wasn't completely screwing me up ( Read more... )