my life sucks and i hate everything.
i want out.
i want a new life...
no, just a new personality.
i hate myself, i'm ultimately not happy.
i love iu, but i hate who i am.
"i don't know what to tell you" thanks stupid fuck, that helps me all the time!
i just want to give up, because when i try and do something it doesn't help.
i have nothing to give.. i just want to be a fucking bum, but i'm too scared.
i'm just too scared.
i regret so many things i've done...either what i haven'tsaid ordone orthings that i have said or done
i want to start over. i've made too many mistakes.
i don't like my life at this moment, i don't like this feeling. but i always get it, not a day goes by without me getting it.
i despise this.