I hate doing this. Everytime that I start posting a lot and then I stop I compare this feeling to working out. Nobody likes the first two weeks of working out because you aren't in the swing of things anymore and everything hurts all of the time. It sucks. Well that is how I feel about LJ sometimes. Oh well, I will get over it ( Read more... )

Update:

I have found a gym partner. I have been working out with him for 2-3 weeks now. We have a solid routine and the more that we work out the more we adjust our workout. I am steadily progressing and loving the fact that I am toning up and getting stronger. I can't really tell right now how well it is working but I can feel it. In regards ( Read more... )

This is a late entry. I had already posted this like a week or two ago but it just came back as a saved draft.

WOW!!! I just found out that Evan Tanner has recently passed away. This is really sad news to me being that I have watched him fight in the UFC and he is a remarkable fighter. I couldn't believe how much of an amazing fighter he is. What ( Read more... )

Tomorrow will be the start of a new motivation. I need to change!!!! I need to destroy my body this whole week in hopes of salvation on Friday. I will be having a mock physical fitness test. I hope that I will be some what stronger than last time. I feel like I have been struggling with the reality that I am not as strong as I used to be. I am ( Read more... )

Being in the Marine Corps is sometimes too much to take in everyday. It is hard to wake up in the morning knowing that people are expecting you, as a leader, to move people at command and manage so much along with an arduous work load. Well some how everyday I have to manage to motivate myself because I am not in the right state of mind sometimes. ( Read more... )

     Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, last night was an eventful one. Elisha and I had Maxie (Elisha's sister) watch Damien. She watched him because we had planned on going out yesterday evening. I didn't think that we were going to go because I had not heard anything from Elisha's friend. I was under the impression that we were going to stay home ( Read more... )

Elisha got me a new phone recently because I was due for a two year upgrade. I was really pissed off wile she was getting my phone because I was trying to call her to let her know that I really wanted her to pick me up from work. I come to find out that this whole time that I was out there trying to call her I kept getting this funky error on my ( Read more... )

     Now that I have moved from MCAS New River to MCAS Cherry Point I feel more at home. I am slated to pick up Sgt soon hopefully because I am #3 out of like 100 Corporals. Everyone in the shop is already saying that I am going to pick up rank. Sorry that I am boring you guys with all of this Marine Corps mumbo jumbo. I am just so happy that I ( Read more... )

So I am on a new trip these days. It is called anger. It feels like my blood is boiling at times and I feel like I can't control it. It feels like I am the modern day HULK. Lol. It hurts sometimes that I get this mad but everything throws me overboard. I am waiting until I move to Chery Point so that I can go to anger management classes because I ( Read more... )

When you look at my job and the things that I do you can see that they are not all that complicated. It takes a little bit to get used to the technical terms and procedures. People that I work with have a hard time getting off of their asses. I say this because I have seen people just sitting in their chairs all day while other people are doing ( Read more... )