there she goes again....
....and everything stops. just like that, and the world is asleep. quickly, but not so restlessly. you feel tingling like ice, skimming across your spine as you drift through a place succumbed by numbness, darkness. the cold air fills your lungs and you are the only noise you hear. the only thing alive. Your beating heart is the only sound, which seems to fill the nothingness with a steady beat. subzero air exits your lungs as you remind yourself to exhale. you feel every single inch of your body cover itself with goosebumps, as if they are a sheild of self-defense. by now, your ears are so strained that you don't even hear the cadence of your heartbeat, about to break through your ribs. loss of time makes ten seconds seem like wasted minutes and you can't remember if your eyes are open or closed anymore. anxiousness overwhelms the feeling from your fingertips to your toes and you don't remember which direction is forward. when you try to walk, your mind seems to have forgotten how, as you feel yourself hit the floor.
i wish i could write. that would be cool.
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